One minute
I find comfort in solitude,
solace in silence,
and the next.
I need someone
To laugh with,
cry with,
love.
And be loved in return.

My mind is a boiling sea.
It scratches me,
Tells me that I'm nothing.
How I feel isn't always how I say.
I keep a smile to hide the hurt.
To scare off people from knowing the real me.
The decayed me.
The me that hates me.
The me that destroyed me.

He comes to me, shrouded in darkness, in the dead of night.
Blue eyes, glowing, waiting
For his prey, I, lay dormant.
He pounces,
Lycan teeth gnashing, tearing at my heart.
I feel a sense of belonging, and at the same time...ruin.
A monster I've come to love.
I wake...
Alone, with no wolf...no love.
I remain at his mercy, and yet he isn't even there.

I have been there through every love,
every flame-cast relationship.
I have seen your pain
and healed your wounds.
I have mended your heart
and cured your love-scorned soul.
Then you leave, my duty complete,
to find a love...and do it all again.

She balances out my insanity,
She calms the voices, the violent urges
She is amazing and betters me in all ways
She causes a balance in me.

She does this an hasn't even said even loves me
This sanity is crazy isn't it?