Finally...to have experienced genuine love!

...a captivating whisper of tender words
...a knowing glance of enduring confidence
...a gentle touch charged with intimacy

If only that lovely couple would pass by more often...

The day I saw you on the mall

My heart longed for you among all

Brightened chrome and fiery red

Metallic dark turning every head



Designed in the Sun rising land        

My heart acked till you reached my hand

A year it took to make you mine

Eyes gliterring as i held your hands to mine



Day and night we rode as one

memories remain of the days gone

Rain and sun you always run

Never to fail my riding fun



When i had my brew in a bar

with patience you waited afar

In the parking lot i leave you alone

jealousy in your heart i find none



Times on the road together we fell

Times on road we rode to hell

With a heart never to cry

till your tanks run dry



As a decade passed you grew old

Rusted chrome and unsteady on road

Experts said time for you did end

To the yard how could i send



Times I laid you to rest in my home

Hoping to see the sparkling chrome

Eleven horses of pure power

laid low with love none to shower



Then came the time for you to go

A pain in tis heart never let go

Though in time I got new wheel’s two

Yet none was better than you

I wake to the sounds of birds.and I can't find it beautiful.
I watch as the sun streams in.and I can't find it beautiful.
Life hustles around me and I can't find even the smell of roses beautiful.
Someone comes in,their smile fixed in place.they tell me good news.Should I find this beautiful?and yet no matter how hard I try,things that once excited me as a child only make me realise there is no positive without a negative.
And so to me,nothing is beautiful.

I stare into space wondering why your ribs are so hollow.Your cheeks stand out and your collarbone begs for tomorrow.Your brown eyes beg for my help and attention.Your skin has scars and marks of a nation.You think your tears make you weak,and that is why you refuse to speak.You just keep your silence and continue to draw.upon you broken and fragile wrists.And as you lay your head on my lap.I swear I heard something inside you snap.

You linger in my nose and make my nostrils burn.
My eyes begin to blur and my tongue begins to hurt.
But as I keep forcing myself to stare at the night sky with that jar in my hand.Its like I can.almost forget.

Love is but a nightmare,with struggling bones.
Ones that love and others with hearts of stones.
You think the reaper will come in his black hood.
But he may be the one that light es the.mood.
The one you watch with a sparkle in your eye.
The one you.never want to die.
But love is but a nightmare and you will be dragged in.
Pulled deep to the shin.
Before it is over it shall leave its mark.
Making you wonder where was the spark?.


But the spark.never existed.nor did the thumping of your heart.
Or the emotions that threatened to tear you apart.
You shall awake in cold sweat cluching your chest near.
For you had not realised,love was just a nightmare.

There is this feeling I am trying to deminish within

He set me free
He broke the chains
He helped me stand
He gave me new legs to run
He is my hope
My salvation
And without him nothing is possible.
I am free,because he set me free