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Constantia Nov 2018
Somewhere in between
a lover and a friend,
he is.
in disaster,
it shall end
I don’t think
we know what love is
I think
these words are
crumbling for you
my body was
the wind.
  it had fallen through
my love.
is this
the only thing I can prove
because I am souly
flowing into me
being weightless and
in my thoughts about
where I can take this
Constantia Oct 2018
I once met this lady
who told me that she
could feel my energy

She was sure that
my very own vibrations
were someone else’s temptations

And that this June light
was my foundation
to start building up nations

I listened closely to my sensations..
Threw the destructive ones
into obliteration,
And grew the best ones
throughout my bodies pulsations
Constantia Nov 2018
I just feel like I need to cry
for not one
logical reason
Constantia Nov 2018
Deep down
I want to answer with
“I’m not okay..
This existence is a game
That has yet to go my way.
I can’t seem to get these tears
To just decay  
I want to sleep, but I sit and think and
Then I realize it’s the next day
That one scenario I got on replay
That very day I chose to walk away
And ever since, I’ve been in dismay.”
But I answer with “I’m okay”
My feelings I shall not portray
No, no, not today.
Or is it just me?
Constantia Nov 2018
Along the vine of time
I cut short
sweetheart and in case
the love is ****
fall apart.

A shattered filament
o prospect
please tell me
how I'll know
what happens next

A chimney out blue
the forces of wind
through for two

The ***** of a flame
slow dancing in pain

My curiosity of you
is insane..
#illkeepquiet #secrets #icantspeak
Constantia Nov 2018
i get my
heart broken
every single day
I love too much
and people
who hurt me
dont love me
at all
Constantia Nov 2018
I’m trying
To piece back
This part of me
That was left empty
I’m filling it with nothing
Besides something that’s loving
But will I ever really feel complete
Or will my heart just continue to be re-emptied
I'm scared that life is just heartbreak after heartbreak
Constantia Dec 2018
I think I’m evil
- says the vegan
Constantia Dec 2018
I just can’t deal anymore
I don’t want to feel anymore
Constantia Nov 2018
I feel like nothing
To everybody
Constantia Dec 2018
day I shall love
day is not the one
times I’ve tried
the love died
minutes is all it took
hours of talking
left me shook
days later and
It’s been a week
minutes ago is
when I hit my peak.
I’ve got
lives to give away
of yours
I hope would stay
of which
I’d like to love today
Constantia Oct 2018
And all at once
My feather in the wind
Was taken to a point of no reach
A point beneath
Of which I held with extreme fright
But you eased me into the night
I wanted nothing to do with the light
You said alright, and kissed me
Our last hours sliver of sight
Constantia Nov 2018
A strand of blue
Paired for two
A whirlpool of rides
Inside my tie dye eyes

You and me...
we are much different but,
One day you shall see
How the universe wants us to be
She connected us for free
I want to love you endlessly  
Do you agree?
Constantia Dec 2018
He sits next to me
Awaiting the life
of simplicity
Among the thoughts of
nothingness into eternity
His eyes locked
with a chain made of
blue iris with
waves behind it.  
I wonder if I
think as much as him
about how close life is
to life before we die
Constantia Dec 2018
social media
always making me feel
like I need to follow
a certain criteria
where the hate
spreads like bacteria
add on if you wish!
Constantia Dec 2018
I’m nothing you see
people always take
all they want from me
to spread across the dead sea
and leave me empty...
I try to just be
but I cry so much
and I sell my tears for free.
They’re all lost in that
Dead Sea
I’ve tried to get them back
but have realized
that sea, just might be
the place for me
Constantia Feb 2019
How gentle must a rain drop sit for you to notice the beauty of an individual not blending in with the rivers and seas  
How long must I wait for someone to notice the magnificence of light falling in love with a crying eye
~simply stunning, those small amounts of water
Constantia Dec 2018
People leave
like trees in the breeze
like the heaviness
on my knees
when I first saw you breathe
but it’s my fault
in the first place
I never say
what I should say
but maybe they’d stay
if one day
I could say
what I really want to say
Constantia Dec 2018
the more I do this
the more I realize
how everything just
and I’m only
so I should just
Constantia Feb 2019
I was never the kind of person who was
always believing the colors of the world
happenning ahead
Sure I’m aware of what is red
it’s pretty similar to rivers of love
surrounded by hearts of the dead
but color blind people see differently
As well as other beings which
make us question colors reality so
How are we sure that
what we’re feeing is felt...
When we need to reach out for help..
What are the little things
that we focus on
that should just be left out?
If how loud we’re screaming
comes off as just a mere shout

-I am not a product of my environment
Constantia Nov 2018
when people talk about love
I don’t think of you anymore
I think it would be so beautiful if everyone added a line or two to this
Constantia Dec 2018
you spend
so much time
bringing the light
to other people
to be left
in the dark
Constantia Nov 2018
lie to me

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