The moment you depart
a longing so fervent engulfs me
that I am lost
adrift in my senses-memories of you

I am drowning in need
For but a breath of your essence
Your sentiments
Your intellect
Your body
That sweet elixir
A desideratum for my very existence

Time nor distraction wash away the ache
It is you, and only you my love
Who can calm the stormy seas

You who at once
Ignite my most fiery passions
and quiet my greatest fears

It is only you who can keep me afloat
Can quell the ardent sting of your silence
So I beg of you, my love
Please
Stay with me tonight

He sees me
Stripped down
Naked before him
My quiddity storms all around me
Chaos and Lightning
Thunder and Mercury
On full display
He doesn’t turn from me
doesn’t even avert his eyes
He- the steadfast guardian
to my wild tempest
He walks easily into the gale
and he alone can withstand the storm
Watching me with unblinking eyes
He alone can see me

A tidal wave of ecstasy
pulsing rhythmically
through every inch of my frame
Exultation unmatched

As the protracted swells of pleasure overtake me
I am struck with a sudden burst
of pure exquisite sensation
An electric force so fierce
My entirety is transformed
to an unalloyed fervor

Each nerve
Every fiber of my being
On fire
My whole body set ablaze
With only the softest touch

Your lips on my skin
Blood rushing to meet your teeth, your tongue
Shockwaves of climactic bliss

Every axon tastes its own sweet release

There are no thoughts, no words
Only sheer and utter rapture
Erupting from every pore

A torrential maelstrom of fervor and flame
flow through me like mercury
Tiny tributaries circulating through every crevice of my mind
An amalgam
of heat and touch
of hunger and tears
of bliss and sorrow

Heat, emanating from my skin
Smoldering at the sound of your voice,
The taste of your lips,
The sight of your smile
Burning with a ferocity
That can only be quelled by your touch

Hunger, savage and wild
Laying in wait to consume you wholly
To be overwhelmed by all that you are
To fill myself of you
Until I am bursting forth with bittersweet tears

Bliss, pure and unending
Ecstasy turned delirium
Washed away by time and edicts
Into an intractable sorrow

The molten chaos and mercury
gliding through my veins
The zenith of what we are
of what we could become
of what we will never be

I am utterly consumed

I can feel you
but not as I once did
Absent is
the intertwining passionate
euphoria of two
minds, bodies, souls,
uniting
in energy, in ecstasy

I sense you withdrawing
piece by piece
Your essence, your brilliance
growing dimmer
I struggle to hold you
grasping wildly
for any shred
I can catch, and feel, and hold close

Conversations and innuendos persist
but in them lies a hollowness
A new space between us
our depth moving upward to the surface

I watch you fade from me
You no longer call me by my deity
Once so attuned
Words rendered unnecessary for understanding

But now
I beg for some connection
and don’t even receive a reply

I am a vandal of hearts
A collector of the souls of men
Stealing away, for all eternity
Your ability to experience
the tenets of conventional love

My essence, an intoxicating elixir
a cataclysmic force
You will drink of me
I will ensure it
A succulent addictive poison

I will destroy you
Your notions of love and lust
passion and bliss
will be wholly obliterated
once you have experienced
my power, my hunger, my eroticism

I will never commit myself to you
but you will never free yourself of me
My taste
My touch
The storm in my eyes,
My roguish smile
Will haunt your every moment without me

But I will continue provoking chaos
in the hearts and minds of men
To appease my hedonistic desires
for connection, for unconventionality,
for unconstrained passion

The evil temptress incarnate

A vivid vision of your velvety dark skin
A visceral reaction violently running through my veins
I am my voracious appetite
A vacant vessel longing to be filled
A vast void only vanquished by your essence, your substance
The vandal that annihilated my naiveté
Invading my mind, body, soul
My insides burn
A volatile explosive eruption