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Fill Nov 2015
As I think of you
while I'm on this bus ride home
The stank smell of car gasoline
plunges through me

As the ignorance and bliss
is a riot in my head
And one day
I hope
You'll be fine
and have bliss time
Fill Nov 2015
The dank speed on the expressway
never felt so lonely
The moving cars and their taillights
never felt so bright
If only my Zephyr were here, we'd enjoy the gushing sound
of the chatter and the unruly sound of the bus engine

I do, I really do miss you
not in the way I miss us way
not in the way I miss your old self
just in an I miss you way.
Oh Zephyr,
I am afraid of the happenings.
I am afraid of the sun when it's time to rise.
I am afraid of searching to what I am sure of
look, Zephyr. It is not always the easiest way out.
It never was for you to be a person full of sorrow.
I never saw that in you, but please.
Please do know I too am just as scarred as you, but I never saw a mismatch in what I do.

I do know. You're one worth-while-time of happiness
It may be hard for you to admit,
as I am afraid to say,
but yeah. I do.
Endearment for you my dear Zephyr.
For you Peds. I'm not sure of how to put this into action, but I will. You're worth while, and I am sure that I am worth-while too.
*I hope you read this... or not?  haha
Fill Nov 2015
Zephyr ,
what's bothering you?
We're never on the right track
and that's not okay
Is Assurance all you entail?

Zephyr,
Close your eyes
perhaps we're already on the right side
possibly that's right, right Zephyr?

Zephyr,
Rejection is I Fear
but I'm close to you
Zephyr, I'm here.
It is, it is always you.
Fill Nov 2015
My nights
Never have been more painless
For every hour,
I remain to descend to you, yet there's nothing to stay for.

My nights
Never have been more plain.
consistently hazy
Yet I remain to descend to you.

My nights
Always a foreign road.
Fill Nov 2015
Z
Hazy,
it is what I perceive with you.
I'm running home before I reach you
and it's never clear if I'm on the right side of the road.

For every sunny morning
It is... It is always hazy Z
Just once, maybe you'd tell me it's okay.
Fill Oct 2015
To whom I raised my banner,
darling, you were enough.

And here I am
And here you are.
I tried reaching the stars,
when you kept pulling me down.
I tried making your day the brightest.
Darling, you made me the ******* dejected human I am now.
Fill Sep 2015
I love my coffee during the rise,
while I get my smoke on.
When my blinds are closed.
Only if I could wake up one day
seeing you in night clothes and staying late with me.
And we wake up with coffee.
though, its very depressing.
You can't drink coffee.
Only if you could drink with me.
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