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Who needs Zoloft, Lexapro, or Prozac
When you have dancing in the pouring rain
Being angry
With the sky
Screaming
with the thunder
Crying of the purest joy
Along with the drops of rain
A splashing around
like the child you didn't get to be
Would have wanted to
In puddles
How can it be "all in my head" when I think everyone is mad at me
But real when I'm questioning if my trauma actually happened
Like people say that my mind isn't making it all up but then it is apparently sometimes. How can I tell when my mind is telling the truth and what it isn't?
One day I hope to be healed enough to truly believe that people are capable of loving me
I feel unlovable. I know rationally it's probably not true, people tell me so at least, but I just have trouble looking at myself and imagining it.
Good,
evening, morning, or afternoon-
all poets and writers.
I have some news.

After camp I have recently been really struggling with A-LOT of my physical and mental health issues. (I also have to attend more appointments, and get more extensive exams-for better test results-)

I am really ill, in lots of pain, and need some time to recover.
ALL dates including those of the “Sea Blazer” is postponed until further notice. I WILL still write…I just…I can’t do what was intended, with how much Im hurting.

Hopefully you all understand, please help support me as I fight through this. thanks for all your support so far.

Love- Your writer:
Olivia
Willams.
there’s a kind of sorrow
that sits beside me,
quiet, tired,
like an old friend.

some evenings,
when the light turns gold
and your voice
drifts through the silence,
i almost forget
i was ever hurting.
Pain is a lot of things.
Pain is falling off your bike and scraping your knee.
Pain is being bullied by the cool kids.
Pain is having your first heartbreak.
Pain is feeling left out.
Pain is not knowing how you feel but it makes you angry.
Pain is losing the thing you most cherished.
Pain is knowing you can't go back in time to relive those happy memories.
Pain is getting injured.
Pain is being taken away from your family.
Pain is not being able to show your true self to others.
Pain is being scared.

But one thing pain isnt
Is that it doesn't last forever.
For all the pain you are put through or have been put through,
Is a day you will live to see and heal.
A day to remind you that your pain doesn't define you.
A day to show you that YOU are STILL living.

You will feel pain, you will be at lost for hope, you will feel all these things but someday, somehow
It. will. all. make. sense.
i felt like writing so i took the chance to as idk when i will feel like again. not my best but i needed to make sense of whatever is in my mind. love it, hate it, i tried my best <3
Grant me faith
not will
and my heart
will be calm and still
Only those who bleed
will come to know
the extent of their wound
and their personal sorrow
Remember me not:
if you would
perhaps
just my one word
It's not
that I'll not come
only that
you might not welcome

heavy is my heart
the burden is hard to bear
a thousand times it has broken
I can't find consolation anywhere

our fate has been cast
in time predetermined
our love couldn't happen
in a thousand years even

forget me you must
let your heart be at rest
my not-coming shall not hurt
let what it is shall remain best.
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