Sorry isn't good enough.
Sorry doesn't mean you will stop doing what you do.
Sorry doesn't mean that I now trust you again.
Sorry doesn't mean your actions will change in any way shape or form.
Sorry doesn't mean that our relationship can now go back to what it used to be.

Sorry means "I know I stabbed a knife in your back. It didn't occur to me that it would hurt. I'll try to remember that next time."

They never remember next time.

My ankle is infected and I’m in
walking class
straight out of marching band.

A whole show
two whole hours
four days straight.

Marching
Dancing
Walking

I wish my legs would just give out.
Like my mind.

He seems sad today.
Maybe his cat died,
or his girlfriend left,
but there’s a sadness in him.

But he still smiles big and
teaches with his big, open
arms.

I still remember the last time I saw you
and I remember the day I realized
it was really over

but life goes on, as things do
however, I still find myself
thinking about you

I’ve seen other people,
I’m sure you have too
but still, I really, truly do
myss you