I know
You TRIED to break me…
You were slick… Using the very vulnerabilities I had shared with you to claw your way in and make me feel safe, and once that happened, you took your ******* mask off and the real you came out, like I knew was there in the past. I should have ran far and fast right when that happened, but you had your claws dug in so deep, I could not flee.
You knew you were never good enough, so to keep me, you had to break me down and reduce me to nothing, stripping me of all my power.
You had full control and called all of the shots.
Your hope was that when you drained me of my use and decided to leave, taking everything with you, the destruction you caused would permanently shatter me…
Well let me tell you, I have done so much work to heal and build myself back up…
To make you just a little blip in the timeline of my life, instead of a massive disaster.
Looking back, I do not remember any of the good times, because they were few and far between, and most of them were followed by a one way fight, you screaming and me just taking it…
So maybe it was just to spite you, or to **** you off, but after you left, I kept living…
I can’t for one second say that I wish you well… Because that would be the ultimate lie.
I wish you the life you have, and all the karma that comes with it.
These next words are like honey and Lavender coming from my mouth,
I survived you.
you tried to break me
but you failed.