Actors are super human
They can feel on demand
On repeat

There is freedom in the dark
To be found
If you turn away from the light
If you stop trying so hard

Stop hurting yourself
Putting up a fight
Scraping your knees
Running and stumbling
Chasing what's shining to bright

Still
I'd like to try
For a little while longer
If that's alright

Dear
Please
Don't moan into my ear
Stop kissing my neck
I have to get this done
I'm trying to concentrate here

Oh well
It's to late now to stop
Look what you've done
Come here

Open status window
Open inventory
Reapply stat points
Report error
Debug

Start a new journey
Override safe files

Do you want to continue?
Log out

How do you go
Find home in another person
Looking for familiarity
When your parents messed you up real good?
What if you can't trust your instincts?

When you don't want to end up with resemblense
Just another version of them
In your bed the next morning
Their mantra stuck in another sack of flesh
Sweat on the sheets, bad skin
Eating, *******, all consuming
They'd be so proud
Cheers to  our tradition

Your words raise red to the wind
Sounds like landmines and pitfalls to me
But what can you do
That's alawys been my colour
Painted as a cross across my chest
It suits me best
Just what I'm deserving

Let's get married
Can't wait for our honeymoon honey
Can't wait to mess up our kids
Let's raise our glasses
A toast
Cheers to our heritage

Ligthing my house on fire

I don't want to die
Not really
I wan't to live
So much left in my chest to give

Life is beautiful
It's worth to be experienced
It's society that's bringing me down
Can't look up
Gazed pinned to the ground

Sometimes I just can't see it
Sometimes I don't feel it
Sometimes I don't want to
To get up, go on
What's the point?

Lying here
In my house on fire
I feel warm

How is it
That I've learned to see the beauty in the everyday
In them, who they could be
I'm talking potential
Yet I can't seem to see any in me
Could you help me?
Maybe teach me?
Just for a little

I've never learned to live life
You see?
Can't seem to figure it out
Ah the question
How to do it right

I feel like I've missed out on a lot
Came short, short king
So much to catch up on
Yet here I am
Alone in my bed
Unwilling to move