You showed up
just like that and the time stopped.
From nowhere, with that huge smile across your face.

I couldn't help myself,
I hugged you so hard
and you hugged back.
I could feel your breath on my neck,
your gentle hands across my back.
I swear a God that your heart
beated inside mine.
    (breath)
I don't want to wake up.
'Cause your heart still beat inside mine
And you're gone
And the time passes by
And The Hope just died.

everyday you pick up the hammer
you hit on the head of the nail
words surround you madly clamor
you can't make head or tail.

rarely the nail penetrates the wall
oftener it breaks by the blow
all that's hidden inside the skull
more refuse than pour out to flow.

you drive the nail's head with your might
wishing it goes all the way
miss in the wrath to hit it right
fail in what you badly need to say.

the hammer gets blunt slows your hand
you are saddened no progress is made
on the next day the same place you stand
looking at the twisted nail's head.

how do you **** a turtle
nobody else knows
if you cut off its limbs
behold his tears will flow
what a sad sight to behold
turtles start to tear
does anyone know ******* a turtle
nobody else knows


does anybody know ******* a turtle
nobody else knows
they cut his head
to feel less guilty instead
i watched as my uncles separate
his body from his head


does anybody know ******* a turtle
what a sad sight to behold
when they cut open his chest
to find heart beating bold
tears streamed down my face
as i
cannot begin to comprehend
how some people
condone such horrid acts
nobody knows ******* a turtle
it was never meant to be killed

There you were with the paper edge
It all seemed clear where you went
Why you left
But you stood behind yourself not thinking clearly
Can you waltz through my window
And share the green light
Cry out whats behind me
And I'll fight a mighty fight
Stronger
Faster
Lasting longer
Nothing is ever explainable
If something seems insane you run
Dragons leaping on mountains
Kingdoms being crushed
Villages frozen by witchcraft
I need a way out
Can you waltz through my window
And share the yellow light
Cry out whats behind me
Then I'll fight a mighty fight

All the things you can't control
Should never destroy your hopes and dreams
Which seems to be constantly happening
Falling from skyscrapers finding something new to latch onto
Attached by these distractions causing destructions
We could have avoided this but you kept going on a quest for honesty
Honestly I told the truth
But you wouldn't believe me
Anything I say isn't plain true to you
I think I'm through with you!
All the things you can't control
Should never destroy your hopes and dreams
Which seems to be constantly happening
Falling from skyscrapers finding something new to latch onto
Attached by these distractions causing destructions

Hello We haven't talked in quite some time
I know I haven't been the best Of sons
I've been traveling in The desert of my mind
And I Haven't found a drop Of life
I haven't found a drop Of you
I haven't found a drop of me
I haven't found a drop Of water
Sometimes I see flying saucers
I don't feel very sheltered
I need a mother to cover me
Its not what it means
I scratch my hand while its shaking
Writing quickly, a voice is what I'm making
Through years I finally notice that I am changing
I'm addicted to the pen

I may be
Losing my mind.

The secret of it
Is
I don't mind
As much
As I thought I would.

Every body
Wonders
What is wrong
With that girl

And I sit
Still singing
Snatches of songs
Out of tune