I learned my mistakes from my neighbours, you can never touch me
Back from the streets when I was young and couldn't draw a picture
always skating
just skating my days away

He ain't messing
my heart is baking
Sloppy drinking
thinking alcohol is problem solving
always on the edge, testing blade

Am jogging, am sluggish
still attached to the emotions
am fainting
detached, isolated
forgiving, forgiven
but never forgetting

am a loaded pistol
stronger than a missile
those kitty kitty ***** meow days are far gone

We love to hate them
Politicians who engrave love into our hearts
By promising us promises that we love to be promised

He said, it ain't my fault that am rich
Because your ignorant

He said, your poor
And you love stories about being rich
And am rich
And I have stories for poor, about being rich

Mediocre
So you used to go school get yourself educated
Information is all that matters, but too late for you.
You'd rather be home and watch movies and ****
Impressing nobody,Vibin, old school and ****
Untill one day you wake up, your life wasted
Bulding companies that you'll never own and ****.
You realize your just a laborer in this chain of life
And your the right guy for promises and ****

Evolution
I like poems that rhyme
A symphony, the ultimate beauty of ryme scheme
Like a sad pathetic story, that suddenly made it
A perfect song that touches the soul, and the  lyrics,
Blend with your everything
From your failing ralations and weight of the universe
Choking your existence
........ And the lyrics, blend with your everything
Except the reality that your probably stuck in a maze,
And humans are always depsrate to be lead.
So we selected an enticing promise and we collectively
Elect it
And we feel happy
And We toast to our independence, or evolution or whatever you call this type of ****

After prayers and fasting, I finally got a job
Our love was great but still we needed money
So I worked more harder, when I got home you were already asleep
No taste on the food, just roasted potatoes
At some point we argued, but that's the life we wanted

To make it worse,I got a transfer to Canada
All along we fought for this life
"Patience is a virtue" that's a lie
our love trembled ,patience never made things better

I still keep calling, but you don't bother to pick up
I try to cook ,but I can't eat
am zero without you,hustle, killed us
but I want to remind you
that I still love you

you thought too much
body boiling
heart racing

So you ran,faster than ever
every time you looked back
despair was catching up

every time you  looked back 
 monsters and nightmares formed an alliance

every time you looked back
a piece of your heart fell

every time you looked back
her memories crippled you

I think we are at our most vulnerable
when you assume our reality
instead of embracing it
change it
Or be daring about it

In the name of ambition
You've seen stars twinkle
in your amusement
your heart leaped

Leaped towards uncertainty
the vigorous unknown waters
that test our conviction
our supposed dreams
stuck on a loop of hope

You try
but the bumps and the commas
reminds you
that this  world is made of
Extreme unbearable ache

Everyday I wake up
the world is a little different
something has changed

My lover
of yesteryears
is  too boring to look at
my house feels larger
and the echoes are touting

Something's changed
so I take a bottle of beer
and Bury myself somewhere familiar

But the questions
and the exclamations
are still there

I would have travelled
across galaxies for you
buy now
your like a beautiful painting
amazing when looked at
but no idea what you mean

Sometimes death hurts less than  life

Night star blue,kick me am dead
my words are mighty,
am wise,I must say
i promise i won't write anything rash
am leaving this cave

Here comes trouble, here comes the danger
as the darkness grows,
lights fades
thunder claps,we're  bonded together
Orchestra of my heart
chords of my soul

I didn't know I could write
words that are bitter
but sweet like honey

the truth that kills me
but still turns me into an immortal

words that break me into pieces
but i revive like a Phoenix

words that are stuck on my throat
but still scream the loudest

words that sear through skull
but mend hearts

This is it
am done singing insane tales

your going
your leaving

then be gone
leave before dusk


this is it
am done with the agonizing lies
am not your victim of fairy tales
and the lies that you feed as truth  

This is it
Take off your mask
I can see you for the monster you are

this is it
am done with your marvelous words
that slit throats

This love doesn't make sense anymore.

Everyone seems to be in love this days,that got me thinking!!do you rely know what love.

Just because someone filled your heart with a ray of hope doesn't mean your in love...nonono,it shouldn't even mean that!you don't show gratitude by being in love.

Somebody better shade some light..coz I relly think everyone is losing it

Humans can be cruel
am left to reminisce on the brutality
The look on  your faces
Excitment, fears and tears

Why do you invent things that will harm you
Overwhelming your brain
I've heard violence begets more of it
all alone in a world gone mad
next time I'll pull the world underneath you

You defame death
but life made you suffer
I promise you life after death
Or maybe the sun won't rise tomorrow
Life isn't fun
till you see your enemies jealous
I promise you
today death will be more painful

I'll turn you into a morgue
****** with much enthusiasim
my intentions are wicked
thoughts lethal
I've set out to conquer
very sinful, fearless secrets

When I write a poem about earth
I want you to shut the **** up and read
despite your constant bragging
that you are a feminist
a painful journey bestowed upon yourself
Which you truly can't comprehend

When I say money isn't happiness
I mean go and get it tattooed
engraved
Embedded
In your head that it ain't happiness

When I talk about love
I want you to know it can easily be broken
It is fragile like glass
and light like a feather

When I say loneliness will always creep in
know that pain and suffering is at the door
life on all levels can hauntingly disappoint us
but the marvelous grand thoughts of hope
Keep us moving

Fact or fiction

Reality or illusions

lately the line has been
a little too blur

I have these poignant thoughts
about my life
the future is scary

More scary now
that my eyes are wide open


I can't close these gate
I can't close these chapter
I can't close these door

It has to happen
I know it has to happen
It painfully has to happen

Am slowly fading into the background
a place I know
I might feel better
I am probably safer

I've finally awoken
from this deep slumber
no,I mean deep illusion
I can see clearly
but am still blinded by dreams

my future
my destiny
my fate

why can't I stop worrying

dear God just let me peek at my future
dear God just let me sleep with a big smile
instead of tears that run down miles
wanting to know the unknown
dear God just let me mingle with my fate

Choices regarding life
leaves us scavenging for existence
a carrion limping towards tomorrow
To-morrow, morrow whatever it holds
Whatever it begets

Today crept in
Sagaciously took you over
though a blessing
Sometimes
felt more  like a curse

At the pinnacle of your ignorance
you made choices
the ones with traces of uncertainty
shadowing your day
or is it nadir of life
finally taking shape

Choices
Sometimes oblique
Sometimes a painful reality
forcing us into uncertainty
and confusion
So we decide
what will be taken from us  
or benefit us

Why do I call you baby

        and think about ending us

         why is it
I'd rather destroy this heart that craves you
than let you stay in


                    this is it
                    hand me a knife
                    I seem happy-ishh


I used to complain that your killing me
now am happy that your killing me

                   I got fine with dying
                   I don't need fake hopes
                   Or illusive love fairies

Everyone seems to be in a dying mood lately
Fragile love stories
And how your hearts were broken

I get it
You want a different kind of love
A different story
Your own fairy-tale
A different happy ending
But

You chose to drown in miser
Suffocate in unspeakable pain
Craving for hate

Then what?

I might be Carter
a fallacious poet
who wrote you when you were broken
devoured in pit of hell
but still scratching for light

I might  be Born
a reborn creature awakened from slumber
with a soothing tone
slowly reaping your speck of hope

I might be him/her
the one who feeds you love poems
Enticing broken promises
and a promise of a happy ending

I write my troubled soul's journey
with hopes to feel better