Is this how its hard to deal
Of something you’ve wished to be real
But really, I hope ours can be still
Even if it is surreal

Look
Can’t you see
I am over it
Or maybe
I am not?
Unsure.
Ironic? for I thought I am done with it
I want to let go of uncertainties
But you are never certain
And I can’t let you go

Today I am fettered
Fettered with memories
Memories, just memories of You and Me
I who was stuck with the idea of us
Us ended, and lost in count since then
Then still believing of hope
Hope not to pull everything back
But to forgive someone who never asked for forgiveness