I dreamt of having a friend for life  

instead, I got a lesson for life  

trusted the wrong people with my heart  

So it ended up getting torn apart  

Standing here numbed with pain  

Hoping my tears will wash it away  

My childhood dreams have now faded  

My adolescent mind now has woken  

The people I dreamt who were my closes friends  

Turned out to be my closets enemy

It’s been weeks since we spoken
I’m not sure if you care
Your friendship to me was dear
It’s been weeks since we spoken
I’m the one to blame
My mistake has caused our friendship to break
It’s been weeks since we spoken
Stuck in a weird place
Should I let you go?
Would our friendship stay the same?
It’s been weeks since we spoken
Far too long
Should I hold on or is it better it your gone

There are moments when I’m fine
Then moments when I sink
There are moments when I feel strong
Then suddenly I cave in
I’m surrounded by lights
Then ****** into darkness
I want to scream out for help
but instead let my silence do the talking