Alyanette

Alyanette Oct 2018

Emotions

I feel pain although I wasn't hurt,
I feel anger even though I was never provoked,
My mind goes crazy without alert,
And a lot of my memories in a second are invoked.

I do without thinking,
Cause my thoughts hold me back,
I wouldn't care due to my heart's always sinking,
and an ending is something I want but lack.

I show off my skills,
or what people say are mine,
cause what they said always gave me thrills,
but I could tell they were lies due to the signs.

Maybe it's true,
Maybe it's all in my head,
Are these words real?
I still have no clue.

The only reason I'm not dead,
Is because she needs me,
If I left she would dread,
And would lose the person she most needs.

I'll stay strong and hang on for you.... like you have been for me. If you ever leave, I'll continue staying, that's what you would want.

#emotion #sadness #feelings #thinking

Alyanette Oct 2018

Rain

Rain

I was on my bed,
Watching the rain pour at the window,
Thinking about what they had said,
Made the day seem slow.

I wanted the rain to stop,
I wanted today to end,
But it continued to drop,
It felt as long as the time we used to be friends.

I tried to fast forward time,
When it went even slower I felt failure in my future,
Then I felt that what I've done was a crime,
Since it felt like time repeated as a cycle for sure.

I try to escape,
I try to end it all,
Yet I'm afraid,
Something keeps me from trying to fall.

Why I kept thinking,
What is in the world where I keep hanging on,
Yet even though I said it would end tonight,
I hope this earge lasts long.

I was on my bed,
Watching the rain pour at the window.

I thought about what they said,
Yet for some reason... sadness didn't show.

Rain

#rain

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