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A free write but there's a price to it all. My life force for you to enjoy.......

 A paranoid android sometimes I just say things I myself can't avoid.....

Location - The dark void.  


In this Dream I remain awake by my own choice...

I've tried to study her voice.


I swear I never seen your face before.  But this feels so raw.....

so real...



and yet idk why I'm so miserable


I've discovered my thoughts to be physical.  



I will try my best to dream every bit of you.



Like I said I've studied your divine messages.


Wrote it to my stars so I know it when I wake up....


Created stellar concepts written through nebulas the whole world expects me to mess up.

As if there was no chance of really meeting you...

My life force is depleting  She feels distant ,

deleted...


But I'm not going to stop...

Constantly  searching through my memory I need to figure where you are I feel her energy....

I keep screaming... I'm just going to keep dreaming...


Years go by and still I'm miserable because I know I'm waking up soon so I did everything I can to help you.


She was Worried about me? I was worried about her !

The girl of my dreams.

The twin flame of my sleep.......
Individuals create their identity through their actions. I am curious therefore I am not a cynic.
It's the theory of curiosity  and discovery, that has me so open and feeling judgement free. Time has lost It's meaning and so have I, so many lovers intertwined but Not I, not you, not us .
High I go, double meanings, to paint my sky, paint my ceiling. As the moon showers me with her light I can feel her, feel her breathing, calling, through the air, as I feel everything and yet I care for nothing. Maybe that's why I'm so cold...It seems to me your still lingering like every kiss ever planted. It aches and if only you knew that even if it happened, they might still be suddenly forgotten. The memories of the Rickety old house and the sounds it made before falling asleep can solve this problem ,her memories form to art She's on it. Your ideas surrounded by nature and how it became a blaze. The fire you feel when your lips taste that special someone and how the fire spreads the more you get to know them. Oh how I've dreamt of that someone, as that someone lays in bed drifting away. she wanders the world, her wonderland, her wanderlust, but I rest in her cuts, her problems, her black water ocean.
Just always remember the night when we walked into the moon's light. In which it shone so bright you can see one's soul and how it was sewed. Continuing my travels, walking barefoot and the blades of grass so sharp it cuts my sole. It's strange I did not give into the pain because there was much more to gain, more knowledge of her in this extra terrain.  I ache and have  bled so much from the shattered hopes and dreams I've stepped on,yet I continue round and round ignoring this dull pain because I'm strong, you are minutes, hours, weeks, months, years,  ahead of me. Time has no love for me but my true symmetry is energy. gasp! I am stuck in her mind I look up at the sky, the moon has disappeared but then this light shines, I wake up, she was laying right by my side, was she the moon the whole time?
(Check out Jude's poetry without her this could not be possible )
She's a rebel at heart.  
Veins that show pain
disappear from the warmth of this art.
Earthquakes reoccurring in so many places
protesters arrested for their true traits.
Fighting for rights feels great like candy from Venezuela
in contrast to Amityville **** wicked calamity
the amplifier is cops have an intent to ****. 
You hypocrite must you downplay the situation still?
Officers like animals hungry for a meal
I made this simple simplistic
because we all have walls that get ruined
by what we all want to keep away
and that's what turns the soul ill.
Am I a fool for believing I can change the world
and find a way out? 
 This is me with no doubt to help a stranger
through the rain cloud until the sun shines and the days out. Confusion dawned to me dawn to a few be careful.
A poem speaking about your beauty gets old to me.

          Countless rough drafts millions of crumbled pieces of paper nothing makes sense to me.    
            I am not one to cater but inspire.

Describing a goddess in whence
she is one with                      
        
                   nature & fire.

             A soul mate is called  a twin flame
    
            but mostly likely you will get stuck alone in the rain if you want her to remain it's strange....
          how I don't want to impress you.
                          I am me.
    And I've embarrassed myself too many times but I guess I'm trying to set a record.
We all expect things to work out a certain way, whether it's mercury in retro grade or the games you've played, without pain there is no gain, without rain there is no growth,
I say toast to our dead ones love ones who are still with us. Thus fear is only a stimuli, because I represent the dead as well as the ones who actually are awake and alive.
What's dark today turns bright on a another day
thoughts consume all possession
you're correct
why would I  give out my best projection out for people to expect it or copy?
It's a shame she thought we were best friends when I don't know you like that
I'm treating you like this site giving you a piece of me so don't act like you're the co-creator of that.
Simple math I definitely feel like my path was destined to learn  remember the laughs
created by me
only by making myself laugh
I was alone even with company
talking to myself for years
you did the same thing except
you're still trying to look for the right peers.
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