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I don't have any more room in my heart
Mine is already full
But if you agree to cover your eyes
I will provide the wool.
Each of us has a backbone,
That sustains us
and straightens our path.
My backbone is my Faith,
The path I follow is narrow
With certain scoliotic bends
But with all my heart I follow,
And eternity is where my road ends.
And who/what is your backbone?
I got 12” yesterday....








Of snow.......
Funny pun for today! Lol
A hand covers my mouth
As I open my eyes
My heart beats out of my chest
I’m in such surprise
Should I fight what is happening
Or just stay still
Sometimes it’s fun
But this is no thrill
I’m attacked without notice
No one is around
Should I stay try and scream
Or fall slowly to the ground
I don’t know what is happening
I feel so helpless....

I come to realize
I am actually alone
Panic attack happening
What the **** is going on?
Dripping in sweat
Hot as hell
Silent screams as I try and yell
Cold dark room is what I feel
I look around hear or see nothing but

DEAD SILENCE...

Panic attacks are real
You feel someone or something there
But you have the struggle of you alone
Sometimes they are just too hard to bare
The struggle is real for those who deal
With panic attacks
 Mar 2018 Existential me
Cné
Nights
 Mar 2018 Existential me
Cné
I treasure those nights of unexpected surrender
when hands molded
caressed
and made me tremble
waking from slumber with body afire
as he inched gradually into me
bathed in my welcoming heat
one palm curled protectively
'round the weight of my breast
as finger and thumb drew on beaded peak
and breath caught in my throat
as his full depth was reached
unable to remain still
rocking back to achieve a deeper sink
his sudden hiss scalding my neck
teeth worrying my bottom lip
neither willing to move
afraid it would all end too soon
and as the flames continued to rise
groans replaced whispered sighs
no hurried pace or rapid ******
slow and sensual movements
dragging us ever nearer the edge
denying that final release
drawing closer but holding it back
sensation heightened beyond bearing
until that fraying tether breaks
causing walls to tighten and quake
drinking every last drop of his lust
clutching inside and out
desperately seeking his mouth
sealing the cataclysmic moment
heart pressed to heart
breath to breath
A crooked picture on the wall
A speck of dust on a shelf
***** dishes in the sink
A pair of shoes out of place
Cat or dogs toys all over the floor
Pieces if mail left on the counter
Carpets need to get vacuumed
Bathrooms need to be cleaned
Bed need to get made
And everything else in between....

We all have stuff that need to be done
But today’s a snow day, I just want to have fun
Be with you, alone and have nothing to do
The little things can wait
Taking time for just us two....
Always take time for you and your significant other any time you can... everything else can wait...
I fantasize about it would be like to have you makes me wonder if you would be true I ponder what it would be like to kiss your plump lips I fantasize about your skin pressed against mine passion and heat kissing your chocolate skin moaning when you put it in
Is it just infatuation? Or just ****** frustration? Could it turn into love? Or is it just lust? I don't know but I just want you to ******
To watch
  for signs
    Or look
     for a wink
      Is beyond
        our control
          They come when
            least expected
When you least expect to see or feel something from someone who has passed is the best feeling in the world. Don’t look for the signs or winks they will
Come when you aren’t looking...
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