the-angry-pencil
52/F/Philadelphia
I am a woman who has been bullied all her life. First in school, and now 13 years and counting with my abusive, alcoholic "boyfriend". He is also a narcissist and I am not allowed to express my anger or sadness, so I do it through my poetry.
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