the-angry-pencil
52/F/Philadelphia
I am a woman who has been bullied all her life. First in school, and now 13 years and counting with my abusive, alcoholic "boyfriend". He is also a narcissist and I am not allowed to express my anger or sadness, so I do it through my poetry.
Fat ***
Man feet
Larry fines hair
Keep it up **** I really don't care
Horse teeth
Lazy ***
Queen of nothing
At least I have a brain your head is full of stuffing
Ugly face
Thunder thighs
Apparently not good enough
Guess what two can play at this adolescent stuff
Now let's talk about you
F*** face
**** head
Alcoholic *****
Just looking at you makes me quite sick
Narcissist
man with no plan
loser with a capital L
You don't know how much I yearn for you to go to hell
Emotional age of 6
No teeth
Man baby
I'm not going to let you drive me crazy
Disease-ridden ****
Wannabe ***
Genuine waste of time
That's all I can think of to rhyme
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
ERIC THE GREAT
Her white knight came
But not by white horse
He traveled by red truck
These are modern times, of course
His hair was not flowing
And his face was not clean shaven
But the princess was glowing
Because he was her Safe Haven
He traveled from far
I'm not sure how wide
His kisses were well above par
He had a **** stride
He was her Oasis
In a desert of fools
For the last prince who captured her
Broke all the golden rules
Prince Eric however made her timeworn
frown turnover
It seems her luck has finally changed
He is her rare four leaf clover
Her dreadful life forever rearranged
This Prince is a keeper
He brightens up her world
Her love for him is sure to only grow deeper
Let the flag of Happiness be unfurled
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 6:40 AM UTC
There is no bigger ******** than the guy that does every spiteful, abusive, mean, and petty thing he can do to make you mad and then gets mad at you for fighting back. I can't do this anymore. It is killing me inside. I soooooo need justice. I need God( if there is one) to smite this son of a ***** down. I want him to repent all the things he has done and said and plotted against me. I want him struck by lightning, mowed down by a tractor, I want him flattened by a steamroller, I want him gone. I want his tongue cut out and then burned and fed to rats. I hate him with every f****** fiber of my being
Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 3:02 PM UTC
Gotta live every day just appreciating you are healthy and alive. Don't let anyone hold you down, back, or under them.
Be yourself. Don't apologize for being genuine and true to yourself. Use time wisely, the older you get, the faster our perception of its loss.
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 10:37 AM UTC
No amount of Revenge will ever be enough
No justice too severe
I want the consequences of your words to bury you
Beneath the current of my tears
I want a tornado to twist you
Until your head is ******* on right
I want an earthquake to eat you
And hear your screams permeate the night
My hatred for you has me consumed
With clever ways to retaliate
I see you now
For you the game / checkmate
So let Karma be a *****
When God judges you let him slap your face
But I will never feel even
For the years taken and erased
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 1:29 PM UTC
Every time you go out
My mind is riddled with doubt
My stomach churns
Waiting for your return
You act as if you've never left us before
And you know I have no reason to trust
Every time you walk out that door
I feel like my heart's about to bust
Everything minute seems like an hour
An eternity of fear
Because I know you have no willpower
Over a bunch of free beer
You forget I'm alive
And sometimes I don't see you for days
How will I survive?
You've forgotten me in you're drunken daze
I have tried to make you happy
But you care nothing for mine
Let's face it you treat me ******
You're a tumor that's not benign
You take me so for granted
I know you can't love me at all
So my love, I have become quite disenchanted
There's no hope for us after all
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC
How does he not love me
Let me count the many ways not
Not with flower petals
What are flowers, I forgot
Just like Christmas gifts
And birthday too
At least for 7 years
You let me float adrift
You never hold my hand
Or kiss me just because
You never sit with me
These are just some of your flaws
You called me vicious names
That were meant to tear me down
You're just a mean old grump
For stupidity you wear the crown
Who would expect a woman to put up with
This petty ********
But I guess I feel sorry for you
Cuz you're such a nitwit
You got us thrown out
Of yet another place
Do you think that in my mind
These things can be erased
You have no right
To love me any less
I know, you know you're wrong
Why don't you just confess
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
I hate you with a passion
Equal to no other
Abuse is going out of fashion
I hate to tell you brother
The time of reckoning is dawning
A new age to begin
I am no longer fawning
Over your dastardly grin
I have been secretly aspiring
To be free of your ****
Behind the scenes, I'm conspiring
You are so clueless, you I can easily out wit
So get ready for the mutiny
The ship's been sinking too long
I'm granting myself immunity
I have been too wronged
Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 1:12 PM UTC
Don't blame me for hating you
You have caused my attitude
The hateful times they stick like glue
Because, simply, you have been so rude
Rude doesn't even come close
To describe the damage you inflict
I now find you quite gross
My love, for you I now restrict.
You have slowly killed my feelings
With your twisted, shady dealings
You have slowly killed my trust
Continue on the low road if you must
But NEVER complain about my vibe
Or my new lack of interest in your tribe
Don't complain about my crying
Because my love for you is slowly dying
You can't kick a dog for years
And still expect him to obey
That dog is going to search for new frontiers
And run the **** away
So never blame me for hating you
You are the whole disgraceful cause
I've become a bitter shrew
I finally ran out of straws
Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 12:29 PM UTC
Today is the end
The end of Hope
Nothing is ever going to be fine
Today is the end
I've been such a dope
Why did I waste my time
Today I realized
That you are already gone
Maybe you were never there at all
I must have idealized
Together we didn't belong
But deep in love I did fall
A figment of my mind
What I wanted you to be
It really got me in a bind
You had my heart and threw away the key
The question is why????
I knew from the start
The signs were quite clear
Why don't you just die
You've crushed my heart
I've cried a zillion tears
Is it me I hate?
Did I want this hell?
You think I'm second-rate
On my heart an evil spell
How can a person be so cruel
And say the things you say
I guess you're just a tool
If you don't want me why don't you just go away
You claim I can't do anything
Without your useful tirades
I know when your dead I'll be smiling
When we have a celebratory parade
Your maturity is quite delayed
You are an a##wipe
On my kindness, you preyed
But now I'm tired of your constant gripes
You made this bed
When once again the bills went unpaid
Rent time you always dread
Because responsibility you want to evade
I tried my best and more
To make you happy
But now I want you out that door
So my life will be less ******
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 1:43 PM UTC