slamueltaylor - Hello Poetry

slamueltaylor

21/M/England sad boy in a sad world

time letter day years live mum future life knew feeling amazing martyn night greatest going childhood drink days mistakes apologising will months loves max work things ago spent sam small full dear trophy advice fear cabinet year meant box find whilst regret pain hold knowing massive uni talk felt constantly half reading feel problems nurse disease memory honestly butting wrong morbidbut experiences andwant rest rant prove help face nerves barbara lives surprised loving tumour experience pop left bought sleep point sat battle happiness short message shitshow spinal rectifications politics loss wannabe elseafter blaming worrying return hoping refusing alternative involved drumming lips hopefully movement seriously turned revolutionary sounds exact violent school losing awful mistakesbut family listen finish provide favourite push job finally winters biblical heart tantrums loved passed arguing laps hurting story destroyed guy treatment music grandma blade sake bickering storming broken room hard good physically capitalism leave better boy blue