michael-thomas-shieldsWhisper

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Don't read this.I hope that if you read this, you will understand fully the journey it took to get here. / i've heard every excuse, i've heard every justification. you have to understand, the worst part of it is the feeling that it is something about me that makes them do it. / i don't think you know how much it hurts, when you tease me about the mysterious stranger with whom you now share your bed. i know he is a stuffed animal, but until you stop teasing, until you stop toying, all i can feel is the fucking blood boil in my veins, and then the anger subside, and anguish churn my stomach.
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Almond Eyes.Entering the room, sharing the tentative first kiss of the day, / Your lips beckon me closer, and as i sit i see forked lightening behind your eyes. / You are a storm, waiting to be unleashed,
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Karma.I'm sat here, alone. / with a full bottle of vodka and nothing to do, no one to see. / A raging fucking torrent of emotion that i can't fucking talk to anyone about.
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Satisfied (past tense)I'm so lonely, a self-inflicted exile, / i have so many acquaintances, / though long gone are the days when i would strive to be better,
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Substance Abuse.I could explain to you the exact process by which my Brain craves something more, / It begs for Dopamine, Seratonin and other such delicious chemicals, / It gives me sunshine, when the rain pours through the crack in my window,
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SandboxI'm living in a sandbox, / As i walk and talk, i watch the wind make change to my world, / Painful, awkward change.
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BrokenThere was a time when idolized the tortured artist. / I now realise that there is a price that must be paid for this new insight into my soul. / I'm no longer equipped with the tools to look after myself.
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Nevermore.Embrace in the light of the streetlamp, nevermore. / Laughter and smiles at my shit jokes, nevermore. / Butterflies when i know you're coming, nevermore.
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Moving on, Falling through the net.I wonder if this week was as horrible and shitty for you, as it was for me.. :/
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To know is better.every now and again, / it's like there's a lump in my throat. / like hearing second hand what she was doing,
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