jessica-matyas - Hello Poetry

jessica-matyas

jessica-matyas

these are my attempts at making my brutal thoughts beautiful

will love laughing people heart dumb day skin fall hands wonder smile fat body hold years eyes understand read minutes time beautiful winter mine pain find art things thinking felt head book hate fingernails school tear force lights filled terrible cold safe days turn stomach feeling mouth tuesdays touched morning shoulders reminder week thoughts thought touch big apart dead deeper deserve symbol send sitting choice die casual waiting full met making strong great pick cheeks warm word pretend meet control song plans grow light pulled ended intoxicated feel hard happen space turning scars spoken echo remember cracks iron talking strength useless reach face fear slow hope handle eyelids close unapologetically pattern routine drunk laugh speak poem three apologize crying turned kissing voice belong person left letting easy disappointed hair lips escape pen fog ribs anorexia breath sunlight lot happy library convince recognize life floor holding wake represent month glimpse suicide