ambientbody - Hello Poetry

ambientbody

ambientbody

queensland, australia want your hands around my throat the same way i want a noose, / want your fingernails to be razor blades tracing their way down my thighs

bones body feels room eat fingers inside live will tell aching tongue knots voice sound hands fear find peace feel hours days measured units calories minutes meal hunger pangs mind clocks made mirrors detailing rib waves beneath corners elbows shoulders wrists poke skin curl hide fucked form transcendental meditation only mantra endless repetition reasons chant running flesh digging hollows laughter eyes everybody refuse prison heavy joints fuck pretend someday sparrow try tie taste stop creaking remember jumpy pinch calves shaking supposed better things stay alive numbers scale space thighs time sick full hotel man boy tells trying sometimes next taking part why should look believe because least myself alone someone else itself enough really anymore seem want between stope love hollowing antithesis promising month spaces relation hurts carry pain dull ago fills receive isolation reciprocation loneliness swore abandon making unrequited empty upstairs cheap banging hair guests throat wraps afraid asks