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"rib" poems
I am black coffee with curves of sugar. I am a spoon of chocolate I am soul food I am a wombed man The rib of an african king The golden crown of the cosmos. I am full moon or a sunset I am light, I am a spark, a flame, a bonfire, I am fire works. I’ll leave traces of smoke in your nostrils., Just so you’ll recognize my presence when you’re seeking me. I’ll shelter myself between your veins just to make your heart beat a little faster. I am the revolution of love. I am a silenced desire.
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Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 12:37 PM UTC
Description of a Melanin Goddess
No sprouted wheat and soya shoots And Brussels in a cake, Carrot straw and spinach raw, (Today, I need a steak). Not thick brown rice and rice pilaw Or mushrooms creamed on toast, Turnips mashed and parsnips hashed, (I'm dreaming of a roast). Health-food folks around the world Are thinned by anxious zeal, They look for help in seafood kelp (I count on breaded veal). No smoking signs, raw mustard greens, Zucchini by the ton, Uncooked kale and bodies frail Are sure to make me run to ***** of pork and chicken thighs And standing rib, so prime, Pork chops brown and fresh ground round (I crave them all the time). Irish stews and boiled corned beef and hot dogs by the scores, or any place that saves a space For smoking carnivores.
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The Health-Food Diner
It’s the kind of sadness where your rib cage Contorts And twists and Snaps. Depression doesn’t float through my veins It crawls through my bones, with dagger hands And winding movements. I cannot breathe. And yet there was nothing taken from me.
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Jun 16, 2019
Jun 16, 2019 at 11:41 PM UTC
Everyday I relapse
Flesh is heretic. My body is a witch. I am burning it. Yes I am torching ber curves and paps and wiles. They scorch in my self denials. How she meshed my head in the half-truths of her fevers till I renounced milk and honey and the taste of lunch. I vomited her hungers. Now the ***** is burning. I am starved and curveless. I am skin and bone. She has learned her lesson. Thin as a rib I turn in sleep. My dreams probe a claustrophobia a sensuous enclosure. How warm it was and wide once by a warm drum, once by the song of his breath and in his sleeping side. Only a little more, only a few more days sinless, foodless, I will slip back into him again as if I had never been away. Caged so I will grow angular and holy past pain, keeping his heart such company as will make me forget in a small space the fall into forked dark, into python needs heaving to hips and ******* and lips and heat and sweat and fat and greed.
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Anorexic
You say doctors will make the best poets. They will search your emotions by the skin; cutting open to reveal and revel with surgical precison. They will play with heavy drugs and blades-- nothing shall hide beneath the armors of bone and muscle. They know the anatomy of the heart too well. They will find the things you have hidden in your chest. I say doctors will never be poets. They are too mechanical, too fast with their edges and ridges. They cannot see the pain as pain but merely as an anomaly. That sadness is black bile not melancholia. They cannot sing to you but only clammer in medical jargon. Poets will use their imperfect words, and perfect rhymes to find the secrets of your rib cage with ease. They will find every flaw of your broken body and make it the best story you've never heard. Doctors, they will put love to define as a momentary rush of adrenaline, an arrythmia for another human caused due to an imbalance of the heart rhythm. Poets will tell you that love is the first jolt of life for them. They will say love is a state of euphoria that takes those irregular rhythms to perfect symphonies. Doctors say that veins carry blood devout of oxygen. I say that they carry your broken emotions to their feelings factory to mend it within its beautiful catacombs. All those doctors will find and fix you with perfect solutions. And these poets will do their best to be your perfect solution.
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Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 8:25 AM UTC
Doctors
I don't believe in soul mates What I do believe in Is people that connect On some deeper level Immediately upon acquaintance And not meaning you agree On where to eat for dinner But the connection where your heart Seems to slip out Of your rib cage Because it's found a home Outside of your chest.
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Aug 22, 2019
Aug 22, 2019 at 2:57 PM UTC
From Hello
Mourning on school mornings as you take your children to the bus stop hope their hearts won’t stop bullet shells drop and moments of silence will never balance their cries or your rage or put others at ease it will never combat the kids in the halls saying “we don’t care” with a rib cage full of hate it will never get those of ignorance to think the people cant listen to moments of silence so be louder than the gunshots because I’m tired of listening to those.
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Apr 10, 2019
Apr 10, 2019 at 11:23 AM UTC
Mourning on School Mornings
Failure is the hardest emotional hurdle to overcome. It means the end of the adventure, And worse, That this particular end is your fault. Failure means a creased brow, fidgety fingers, and knotted stomach It means confrontation And admission of guilt. Failure means you didn't succeed. When failure sneaks up on me at night, Seeps into the skin on my back, And wraps its slimy hands around my rib cage When I'm in its vice grip And I can't breathe Will you give me CPR?
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Aug 20, 2015
Aug 20, 2015 at 12:17 AM UTC
A Failure
She left Reno in a satin slip the color of hot coins pouring from slots, wearing chewed-up tennis shoes, mirrors multiplying her, the marquee burning out letter by letter, a hush pressed between her teeth as if saving the last note. I followed, a gangly shadow, mother’s voice in my ear: "life is not a freeway exit." But she was the exit. She drove west through a glittering throat. In Tonopah she was a waitress, red stains on her wrists, sleeves tugged low, coffee pouring thin as blood. In Barstow she was a sun-bleached Madonna, halo blistered, mouth lit in stained glass. At a gas station in Needles shimmering into a coyote’s shadow and slipped behind the pumps. Then movement along the fence, low, quick— gone again. Casinos blinked like electric relics. Truckers called her sugar, greedy hands counting her ribs as if she was the paycheck sweating in their fist, but she slipped away each time, her silhouette already moulting- a serpent skin, a smoke-trail, a saint’s shadow burning off the wall. By Malibu, the night had softened to velvet. The pier at Zuma leaned into the Pacific like a broken bridge. She sang to me— low, cracked— then let the slip fall. Her body cut into the dark tide, no disguise. I waded in after her, ankles bruised by rock. Water lit with jellyfish, each pulse a warning. I stopped where it deepened, felt the pull take hold. No exit left, just the Pacific’s mouth closing around her.
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Sep 1, 2025
Sep 1, 2025 at 8:08 PM UTC
Dust Madonna
Maybe it's the poet in me that believes that after all these years, and miles, and songs, that you might untangle yourself from her arms, tug on the string I tied to our fingers before you left, and find your way back to me. Your heart is pulling you across the ocean, to ports with open arms waiting for you; and I'm left here wondering why it wasn't enough that I would have tore out my rib cage and made it into a boat for you to sail yourself there in. I would wait here, at this port that is both where you have been and where you still are, until I turned to stone. It's the poet in me that can't let you go.
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Jan 22, 2017
Jan 22, 2017 at 5:18 PM UTC
The Poet is a Fool
I don’t know if you know I carry you in an involuntary sigh in a constant exodus of yearning and in the frantic deepness of all nostalgic thought, shaking time and distance to place me near you in the closeness of your warmth remembered I carry you in sorrow precipitated in the absence of your voice and in the memory of your rib cage molded in the shape of ardent weakness my embrace I carry you, the braille at the tip of my fingers life drawn in lines on my left palm and in the carcass of calm interrupted by the pounding of a heart’s ill-time I don't know if you know, but I carry you in the crown of memories consoled and in the spine of excess where I fall, between involuntary sighs defeated in your skin remembered from the confines of the heart
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Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 2:46 AM UTC
I carry you
As Stong as the An African Elephant Yet were are supple and elegant. We are persuasive talkers so our words are very Eloquent. Crafted From man's rib and An earthly element is How God made the first Wombman in the old testiment. During the worlds development We somehow begun to be irrelevant Forgetting that we were designed as a help mate who is heaven sent. We shed Bloods for days sometimes a months without dying. Raising our children to Be Ladies and gentlemen whom are edifying. In our wombs a human life we are able carry. We are informational like a human dictionary. We store resoureful pieces of data like a library. Created with brown sugar, warm honey, cocoa and Gold. Out spirits are Radiently Bold. Our bodies are temples that can't be bought or sold. We have a Story that must be hear and told. We are the beautiful flowers in the month of May That Springs up and blooms in middle of noons day. We flourish just as the fluorescent blue jay, Whose mood is Joyful and gay. Our Skin absorbs the sun's Incandescent. Ray. Some may say, Our hair is ***** but Actually, Our hair just happens to defy gravity So we wear it upon our head proudly like a Crown because Living in socitey's prospective of what you should look like will weigh you down. You will stay stuck on being lost when you already have been found. Be about your fathers business and know you are Heaven bound. We are run life's race with meaning and purpose in our pace Even our walk is embedded with grace Nature's beauty smiles upon our face As We Wear God's love like a Pure Gold necklace that's trimmed with lace. The Strength we've gain Turned us into warriors from living the through the most Excruciating pain Thats the Reason we humbly pray as we sing and dance in the middle of the storm's rain. Our humility will continue to remain. We are women of Virtue I wrote this to encourage you Never let no one break, hurt or discourage you know who you belong to. And who deserves a Woman of your statue. For Being black Is Exhilarating And being a woman is Breathtaking but Being a Black Woman is an Honorary Identity that is Legendary.
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Nov 18, 2016
Nov 18, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
Dear Black Woman
As Stong as the An African Elephant Yet were are supple and elegant. We are persuasive talkers so our words are very Eloquent. Crafted From man's rib and An earthly element is How God made the first Wombman in the old testiment. During the worlds development We somehow begun to be irrelevant Forgetting that we were designed as a help mate who is heaven sent. We shed Bloods for days sometimes a months without dying. Raising our children to Be Ladies and gentlemen whom are edifying. In our wombs a human life we are able carry. We are informational like a human dictionary. We store resoureful pieces of data like a library. Created with brown sugar, warm honey, cocoa and Gold. Out spirits are Radiently Bold. Our bodies are temples that can't be bought or sold. We have a Story that must be hear and told. We are the beautiful flowers in the month of May That Springs up and blooms in middle of noons day. We flourish just as the fluorescent blue jay, Whose mood is Joyful and gay. Our Skin absorbs the sun's Incandescent. Ray. Some may say, Our hair is ***** but Actually, Our hair just happens to defy gravity So we wear it upon our head proudly like a Crown because Living in socitey's prospective of what you should look like will weigh you down. You will stay stuck on being lost when you already have been found. Be about your fathers business and know you are Heaven bound. We are run life's race with meaning and purpose in our pace Even our walk is embedded with grace Nature's beauty smiles upon our face As We Wear God's love like a Pure Gold necklace that's trimmed with lace. The Strength we've gain Turned us into warriors from living the through the most Excruciating pain Thats the Reason we humbly pray as we sing and dance in the middle of the storm's rain. Our humility will continue to remain. We are women of Virtue I wrote this to encourage you Never let no one break, hurt or discourage you know who you belong to. And who deserves a Woman of your statue. For Being black Is Exhilarating And being a woman is Breathtaking but Being a Black Woman is an Honorary Identity that is Legendary.
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I lull the salt and the rain with the company of sour visitors perpetual silence stabbing me in my palms I strung it together with thin white exhales In the morning I become tangled apologetic veins a rib cage and a buoy, white endless silence tangled at the root.
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Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 6:51 PM UTC
Tangled Roots
Found myself at a dental clinic... He was the best there was. Unorthodox and eccentric, But to the specialised craft, he was boss. Ran through the bits and bobs Like any normally would. The poking and prodding and the mandible X-rays. Everything cold and clinical, so was the mood. Strange was what happened next... Specialist and I then stood facing each other. He leaned close and pressed his palms against my rib cage. Held them there over a few breaths before it was over. Then a brief chat, small talk initiated by the man. Bespectacled and exceedingly chatty, small in stature. Talks of politics and odd human behaviours... What started off as friendly turned into a heated banter. I then realised that along with his decorated credentials, Was his propensity to be condescending and arrogant. Him being the best, I thought I could let it all slide, But soon enough I opted out of being a willing participant. Couldn't stand his abrasive cockiness! I snapped out of being cordial and passive thought. I wanted him to just stop talking! I went, "Well, are you going to fix my teeth or not?!" He was stunned momentarily... I suppose he hadn't seen that coming. Then his features softened to a blank I could almost read the unspoken words he was conjuring. With an exasperated sigh of resignation, He uttered his next words swollen with regret "There's no need...for you only have four years left." It dawned upon me that my timer has been set. And then I woke up...
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Oct 25, 2014
Oct 25, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
Strange Dream
Did you know that if you don't stretch in the correct way, you might end up thwarting the entire purpose of your workout and suffer unwanted injuries? Doing pre-workout stretches thoroughly will determine whether you are benefiting from your workout or whether it's worsening your muscle tear. Here are the major stretching crimes that you should never commit. Not doing a proper warm-up According to gym instructors worldwide, this is the most commonly committed crimes in any gym. A warm-up is a must before any kind of workout — cardio or weights — and must ideally last at least 12-15 minutes. Assuming that stretching is a warm-up Stretching and warming up is not the same. You need to warm up first, before you are ready to stretch. A slow jog or brisk walking on the treadmill is a good warm-up. Rushing through your stretching exercises Stretching should be for the entire body. You cannot skip any parts. Involve stretches that work your lower back, shoulders, calves, stomach, quads etc. You should not move from one stretch to the other in very quick succession because that may cause untoward injuries. Try to hold each stretch for 20 seconds. When you breathe deeply and hold the stretch, your muscles get trained to tolerate the maximum that your limbs can go to. Giving stretching a skip after a workout You have done an hour of strenuous exercise and now you just want to rush out of the gym; that is a huge mistake. Spend some time bending and stretching after your sweat session. Then, do a cool down before you leave the gym. Not stretching every day You need to be your flexible best always and that can only happen if you stretch daily, even on the days that you aren't gymming. This ensures that your gym days are more fruitful and that you make the most of them. Not breathing properly Breathing right is a very important aspect of stretching. Breathe naturally while you inhale through your nose, expand your rib cage and upper abdomen as you fill in your lungs. When exhaling, breathe out through your mouth, preferably making an audible sound. This relaxes you. While stretching, you need to breathe out when you are exerting, that is, when you are actually contracting your muscles. Doing static stretches Never stand still and do stretches that work only one muscle. You should rather do stretches that work a group of muscles — like a lunge that stretches your upper hamstring muscle, your ankles and also your glutes. Ignoring pain while stretching When you are in the middle of a stretch and you feel pain, stop immediately and consult an expert. Your stretch should make you feel a gentle pull only, not immense pain. If you are hurting, you are doing it wrong. Rest a few days and then go back to working out under a qualified trainer.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 5:40 AM UTC
8 stretching mistakes you should never commit
Did you know that if you don't stretch in the correct way, you might end up thwarting the entire purpose of your workout and suffer unwanted injuries? Doing pre-workout stretches thoroughly will determine whether you are benefiting from your workout or whether it's worsening your muscle tear. Here are the major stretching crimes that you should never commit. Not doing a proper warm-up According to gym instructors worldwide, this is the most commonly committed crimes in any gym. A warm-up is a must before any kind of workout — cardio or weights — and must ideally last at least 12-15 minutes. Assuming that stretching is a warm-up Stretching and warming up is not the same. You need to warm up first, before you are ready to stretch. A slow jog or brisk walking on the treadmill is a good warm-up. Rushing through your stretching exercises Stretching should be for the entire body. You cannot skip any parts. Involve stretches that work your lower back, shoulders, calves, stomach, quads etc. You should not move from one stretch to the other in very quick succession because that may cause untoward injuries. Try to hold each stretch for 20 seconds. When you breathe deeply and hold the stretch, your muscles get trained to tolerate the maximum that your limbs can go to. Giving stretching a skip after a workout You have done an hour of strenuous exercise and now you just want to rush out of the gym; that is a huge mistake. Spend some time bending and stretching after your sweat session. Then, do a cool down before you leave the gym. Not stretching every day You need to be your flexible best always and that can only happen if you stretch daily, even on the days that you aren't gymming. This ensures that your gym days are more fruitful and that you make the most of them. Not breathing properly Breathing right is a very important aspect of stretching. Breathe naturally while you inhale through your nose, expand your rib cage and upper abdomen as you fill in your lungs. When exhaling, breathe out through your mouth, preferably making an audible sound. This relaxes you. While stretching, you need to breathe out when you are exerting, that is, when you are actually contracting your muscles. Doing static stretches Never stand still and do stretches that work only one muscle. You should rather do stretches that work a group of muscles — like a lunge that stretches your upper hamstring muscle, your ankles and also your glutes. Ignoring pain while stretching When you are in the middle of a stretch and you feel pain, stop immediately and consult an expert. Your stretch should make you feel a gentle pull only, not immense pain. If you are hurting, you are doing it wrong. Rest a few days and then go back to working out under a qualified trainer.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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I put on my dress and smooth the creases under my eyes. It just falls right, falls right on the curves of my hips And hides the shadows between this rib caged heart. For that moment, it reminds me less of myself And more of you.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 8:26 AM UTC
Dress
Well, unfortunately, I am completely comprised of empathy and my heart is so broken seeing yours break because of me. It's a vice grip just inside my rib cage ******* with my heart, in some moments, it stops and I think it won't start. All I want is to make everybody happy, but that's not going to work if you want me; and if that is all that drives your soul, you will be let down and it will take a toll on your ability to face the day and conquer it with a smile. I know that you've done everything; gone beyond the extra mile. I know there are so many good things that it's almost hard to say no, and then sometimes, goodbye hugs are almost impossible to let go. However, I've thought hard about this, since knowing you, and I know that I would not be happy, and that is sadly true. I can honestly feel how much that truth hurts, it hurts more than I can describe with any words. I feel guilty; I always wish you to have anything you seek, and I'm a sucker to please people; it's what makes me weak, but if all you want is my unconditional love for you, that is not something I can give, not something I can do. I can't be in a relationship if my gut tells me not to, and I get a negative instinct when I think of us two. I know you want to take care of me and just love me, but I feel so wrong taking and not giving back freely. I know you know how I feel and I wish you'd see I can't change, I just want to stop hurting you, and stop our chest pangs. I am sorry for the friend zone, but I can't cross these lines, there will be another who will save you, everything will be fine.
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Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 10:11 PM UTC
empathetic for my friendzoned awesome friend.
Well, unfortunately, I am completely comprised of empathy and my heart is so broken seeing yours break because of me. It's a vice grip just inside my rib cage ******* with my heart, in some moments, it stops and I think it won't start. All I want is to make everybody happy, but that's not going to work if you want me; and if that is all that drives your soul, you will be let down and it will take a toll on your ability to face the day and conquer it with a smile. I know that you've done everything; gone beyond the extra mile. I know there are so many good things that it's almost hard to say no, and then sometimes, goodbye hugs are almost impossible to let go. However, I've thought hard about this, since knowing you, and I know that I would not be happy, and that is sadly true. I can honestly feel how much that truth hurts, it hurts more than I can describe with any words. I feel guilty; I always wish you to have anything you seek, and I'm a sucker to please people; it's what makes me weak, but if all you want is my unconditional love for you, that is not something I can give, not something I can do. I can't be in a relationship if my gut tells me not to, and I get a negative instinct when I think of us two. I know you want to take care of me and just love me, but I feel so wrong taking and not giving back freely. I know you know how I feel and I wish you'd see I can't change, I just want to stop hurting you, and stop our chest pangs. I am sorry for the friend zone, but I can't cross these lines, there will be another who will save you, everything will be fine.
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I cried at the breakfast table this morning my father carefully explained, "wives must be submissive to their husbands" "housecleaning is the domain of the woman" "God created woman because man asked for a partner" This past semester I wrote two papers One, a fire and brimstone sermon           I quoted Anais Nin           sending the creators of sexist commercials to eternal suffering           **** them!" I said. "May they burn in hell."           For the women they portrayed were doormats           Misconceptions           Monsters The other, the role of women in the 1920s,            No longer confined to the kitchen            they dropped ballots with their new freedom            they wore short dresses and short tresses            fingers wrapped around cigs            they quoted Wilde instead of Alcott            they danced until their feet hurt         I read of Anais Nin's "new woman," her partnership, not submission to man, I craved a room of my own, neigh demanded it For sheep stayed in the kitchen, The Woolf had a study. I read poetry Sexton, Plath, I wept for their starved, depressed selves caged, suffocating inside the clasped hands of a man. Loved like rib-cage jails. Adrienne Rich made me angry, her daughter-in-law forever trying to fit into a box she was always too big for, spilling at the edges, her shaved legs like "white mammoth tusks" I was finally happy with my womanhood. ****** ****** ***** ******** they are mine. ******* free to move unrestrained, jiggling under my shirt. Wetness between my thighs. Menstrual blood, they are mine. mine. I am not ashamed of what I am because there is no shame. I am woman, I am girl, I am lady. I am a creature with a voice a mind. a creature who endured much abuse, continue to endure. I am woman and I don't have to be wife or mother unless I want to be. I was not created for man; I was created for the same reason he was, to serve the same great purpose on this tiny blue dot. I am not rib. I am ****** ****** ***** ******** ******* free, unrestrained, Wetness between my thighs. Menstrual blood, I am a per. I am a wo. I am a hu. Man and son need to back down, collaborate not dominate, speak not command, for when less are forced into silence, the maddening scream hidden inside skin and bones and muscle-meat becomes song. this world of car horns and tire screeches crying and wailing from raw throats angry protests of indignation could use a little music.
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Apr 8, 2013
Apr 8, 2013 at 6:59 PM UTC
Father broke my heart.
I cried at the breakfast table this morning my father carefully explained, "wives must be submissive to their husbands" "housecleaning is the domain of the woman" "God created woman because man asked for a partner" This past semester I wrote two papers One, a fire and brimstone sermon           I quoted Anais Nin           sending the creators of sexist commercials to eternal suffering           **** them!" I said. "May they burn in hell."           For the women they portrayed were doormats           Misconceptions           Monsters The other, the role of women in the 1920s,            No longer confined to the kitchen            they dropped ballots with their new freedom            they wore short dresses and short tresses            fingers wrapped around cigs            they quoted Wilde instead of Alcott            they danced until their feet hurt         I read of Anais Nin's "new woman," her partnership, not submission to man, I craved a room of my own, neigh demanded it For sheep stayed in the kitchen, The Woolf had a study. I read poetry Sexton, Plath, I wept for their starved, depressed selves caged, suffocating inside the clasped hands of a man. Loved like rib-cage jails. Adrienne Rich made me angry, her daughter-in-law forever trying to fit into a box she was always too big for, spilling at the edges, her shaved legs like "white mammoth tusks" I was finally happy with my womanhood. ****** ****** ***** ******** they are mine. ******* free to move unrestrained, jiggling under my shirt. Wetness between my thighs. Menstrual blood, they are mine. mine. I am not ashamed of what I am because there is no shame. I am woman, I am girl, I am lady. I am a creature with a voice a mind. a creature who endured much abuse, continue to endure. I am woman and I don't have to be wife or mother unless I want to be. I was not created for man; I was created for the same reason he was, to serve the same great purpose on this tiny blue dot. I am not rib. I am ****** ****** ***** ******** ******* free, unrestrained, Wetness between my thighs. Menstrual blood, I am a per. I am a wo. I am a hu. Man and son need to back down, collaborate not dominate, speak not command, for when less are forced into silence, the maddening scream hidden inside skin and bones and muscle-meat becomes song. this world of car horns and tire screeches crying and wailing from raw throats angry protests of indignation could use a little music.
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There is nothing more unsettling than a teenage Christmas. The coming of age when adults find their inner child again and you have to try and get rid of yours. 11 is fine. Part of you still believes Santa put the presents under tree. 12 is also okay, just a little less pixie dust stirs in the stomach on Christmas Eve. 13, 14 and 15 are tricky. You don't want to look babyish by getting too excited, so you shrug it off and ask 'Santa' for a mobile phone, a laptop, a TV, until by 15 you ask for the most 'grown up' present of all. "I just want money." The words burn your lips and tongue like acid, a yearning for the sensation of a gift you can unwrap tugging in your rib cage. You can't buy that. 16, 17 and 18 are Christmases tinged with nostalgia. Little ghosts of the younger you run down the stairs on Christmas morning, feet clad in slippers and Power Rangers pjyamas askew, whilst you follow in procession, almost a funeral. It's not that you don't like Christmas. It's not that you don't love your family. It's not that you don't feel a fire light in your belly when you bite into a mince pie, it's not that the battered Christmas videos your family replay each year don't still make you smile, it's not even that you've gotten too old for it all. Have you? Slippers and tiny fists batter against advent calender doors, begging you to open them. When you're 19  you do. You let them out and let them rush to rip open their presents under the tree. You let them eat their selection box first before dinner. You let them cry when the Snowman melts and you let them laugh and not mock heave when your father chases your mother with mistletoe. You let the ghosts become holograms you can play in your mind like a projector and slides, no longer a need to leave holly by their graves but a chance to remember and smile. You let them be happy.
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Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 10:08 AM UTC
The Puberty of Christmas
There is nothing more unsettling than a teenage Christmas. The coming of age when adults find their inner child again and you have to try and get rid of yours. 11 is fine. Part of you still believes Santa put the presents under tree. 12 is also okay, just a little less pixie dust stirs in the stomach on Christmas Eve. 13, 14 and 15 are tricky. You don't want to look babyish by getting too excited, so you shrug it off and ask 'Santa' for a mobile phone, a laptop, a TV, until by 15 you ask for the most 'grown up' present of all. "I just want money." The words burn your lips and tongue like acid, a yearning for the sensation of a gift you can unwrap tugging in your rib cage. You can't buy that. 16, 17 and 18 are Christmases tinged with nostalgia. Little ghosts of the younger you run down the stairs on Christmas morning, feet clad in slippers and Power Rangers pjyamas askew, whilst you follow in procession, almost a funeral. It's not that you don't like Christmas. It's not that you don't love your family. It's not that you don't feel a fire light in your belly when you bite into a mince pie, it's not that the battered Christmas videos your family replay each year don't still make you smile, it's not even that you've gotten too old for it all. Have you? Slippers and tiny fists batter against advent calender doors, begging you to open them. When you're 19  you do. You let them out and let them rush to rip open their presents under the tree. You let them eat their selection box first before dinner. You let them cry when the Snowman melts and you let them laugh and not mock heave when your father chases your mother with mistletoe. You let the ghosts become holograms you can play in your mind like a projector and slides, no longer a need to leave holly by their graves but a chance to remember and smile. You let them be happy.
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A Red Ruby, if placed upon the chest, can melt through your rib cage and engulf your entire body with flames. It's delicate appearance of a heart was purposely constructed that way, in order to desire with a fierce blaze. Red Rubies were made to crystallize your eyes and make every single sensual thought behind them harden until they crack and find its way into your blood stream and into your love making. Red Rubies are a euphoric gemstone stimulating your need to love and give into the desirable.
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Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:16 AM UTC
Red Rubies
We are the girls who walk around with little bird bones, rib cages ready to snap when we spread our wings and fly away and for my next act, I shall disappear little by little until I am ash. I’m not eating for four days or until I can feel the ***** that is my stomach start to shrink I used to refuse food for weeks it amazes me how self-indulgent I have become I am ready to eat spoonfuls of air spin my hair into a models top knot and know that water is a privilege not a right a million screaming girls saying “but im not hungry” while a tiger flays their insides open at night Kate Moss said "nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" and I suppose she is correct What happens when you learn the tongue is a muscle not to be used What happens when sustenance is no longer needed When the mind decides the very thing that keeps the body alive is a punishment What happens when you refuse a necessity of being human
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 9:57 AM UTC
Self Indulgence vs. Self Starvation
people **** people with nothing but fingers and hair and their very heavy breath. their breath like a crow beak before crucifixes of straw. like a tightening banishment of a lung. remember when we would blow it onto our car window and create that consistent mirth of fog to begin in? the bodies riddled with bullets that flank the highway are no such thing. the schoolchildren lying face down in the corner of the closet are no such thing. they are just winter coats with schoolchildren to fill them for the time being. no amputation of what’s mine will aid them into the grave. no mass communication grief. so why would you call it a mass grave when in truth it was just a pit i dug to fill with crowds of people who died under the pretense that they had previously done so, that nothing was new under the sun. and when people **** people like people do with their instruments as ways of extending themselves into the world and into the marrow of our body obliterating organs of people with their stretching of the muscular rib, shoulder. one eye closes firmly. it’s nothing but a hand gun as if to say a hand eats the gun and makes it whole. as if to say the reinforced metal door exit plan for people who are being killed by other people clicked shut and locked 15,000 years ago and i can’t quit slamming what’s left of me into it. your kid is very dead. but then again so is mine. suppose they killed each other. suppose they both made the mistake of dragging their small, stupid bodies through the trajectory of another body in the first place. in the chip aisle of a gas station maybe. in theaters this christmas. in the midst of a good song that began playing on the lobby radio just a minute before, oh yeah before, things really got going. i saw people killing people on television the other day with their whole bodies, devouring themselves like surgical gloves slick with oiled consumption and bleeding out and i could do nothing. some kids died just because and they told me so and i was told nothing could ever help them because they were just people and they were dying. “breaking news” ended up just being people again. in those moments, i was eating breakfast. our houses were very quiet and needed me in all of them, grandfather clock over CNN, clarifying what has already been committed and committed again. the cipher was others lost blood.
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Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 12:24 AM UTC
clarification
people **** people with nothing but fingers and hair and their very heavy breath. their breath like a crow beak before crucifixes of straw. like a tightening banishment of a lung. remember when we would blow it onto our car window and create that consistent mirth of fog to begin in? the bodies riddled with bullets that flank the highway are no such thing. the schoolchildren lying face down in the corner of the closet are no such thing. they are just winter coats with schoolchildren to fill them for the time being. no amputation of what’s mine will aid them into the grave. no mass communication grief. so why would you call it a mass grave when in truth it was just a pit i dug to fill with crowds of people who died under the pretense that they had previously done so, that nothing was new under the sun. and when people **** people like people do with their instruments as ways of extending themselves into the world and into the marrow of our body obliterating organs of people with their stretching of the muscular rib, shoulder. one eye closes firmly. it’s nothing but a hand gun as if to say a hand eats the gun and makes it whole. as if to say the reinforced metal door exit plan for people who are being killed by other people clicked shut and locked 15,000 years ago and i can’t quit slamming what’s left of me into it. your kid is very dead. but then again so is mine. suppose they killed each other. suppose they both made the mistake of dragging their small, stupid bodies through the trajectory of another body in the first place. in the chip aisle of a gas station maybe. in theaters this christmas. in the midst of a good song that began playing on the lobby radio just a minute before, oh yeah before, things really got going. i saw people killing people on television the other day with their whole bodies, devouring themselves like surgical gloves slick with oiled consumption and bleeding out and i could do nothing. some kids died just because and they told me so and i was told nothing could ever help them because they were just people and they were dying. “breaking news” ended up just being people again. in those moments, i was eating breakfast. our houses were very quiet and needed me in all of them, grandfather clock over CNN, clarifying what has already been committed and committed again. the cipher was others lost blood.
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Do you mean the ones who live on the other side? Clear across the ocean, two miles in from the tide? The ones that live with little means or the ones that live like we were meant to? That work, play, stress, fear, and cry, just like we do? The men who were created from the earth and the women from Adam's rib? The ones who fall asleep staring at the same galaxies wondering if we're all there is? Do you mean the ones in straw houses near dirt roads? That learn how to survive on the land and wear the clothes that they sew? Others and me, I'm sorry, pardon me... I'm just slightly confused Because when I think of them, I think of me I can't separate the two.
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Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 1:54 AM UTC
Others Who?
It’s strange to think we fear the darkness when we are younger, A form of innocence that we harnessed I’d much rather prefer. Now that sounds crazy but hear me out it’s something that you’ll see, When innocence is gone you’ll come about to find it hides in me. That same darkness resides in you I dread it’s greater than, The darkness wrapped around your room that you feared at age ten. It’s something that grew inside your mind and clung to your rib cage, With every breath you come to find the wars inside you wage. It hides in every crevice and corner bound to your bone marrow, It tears apart your soul and worse sometimes it even shows. So I’d prefer those simpler days with light came faith and trust, The flick of a switch can’t keep at bay the darkness inside all of us.
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Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 10:45 AM UTC
Darkness