Opal94 - Hello Poetry

Opal94

Opal94

23/F/Sacramento recently laid off from my job and my boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me. Dealing with depression, anxiety, and plenty of unhealthy coping mechanisms. I'm no poet, I just need to write my feelings down sometimes.

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