Escapism - Hello Poetry

Escapism

21/F

feel eyes time feeling thinking body leave felt feels things heart face pain blue gaze ways mine afraid mind meant haze meet lost locked door find falling waiting open days hear feelings hurt lies regret thought wondering empty uncertain trapped wrapped moment filled floor disintegrating stays sinking finally constant years longing arms fear harder life leaving ocean hover set fresh closed losing wanted hands stay place frozen dream unamused inside overused matter grip impossible turns pulls teeth reassured denial plays sea suffocating fell guess green choke hope turned pieces slipping waste live crowd nails throat fake forever jolting strong stick echoing chance hide spent alive revealed calls dark accept dysphoria heartbeat gonna shelter fucking holding escapism vain touched moved anew fury loving igniting cheeks people actions pure truths unrest stopped wood realize thousandth daydreaming faces dragging left dread laced surrounded color fool astray obscures inconveniencing grow chatter reason air endless