CJoy28 - Hello Poetry

CJoy28

15/F

stuck darkness afraid change wanting dark will monsters feel happy disappear hopeless good thoughts things head start forever eyes edge depression seems days light here future feeling untitled wanna life loving scared hear simply surrounding invisible bed fear creeping voices lead fire path soft smile day push mind notes waiting grace dancing ready steps hand holding steady doubt swallowing never fade emptiness body able evade nights finding maybe coming pitch black right again wishing regretting past worrying both nothing everything being hoping fighting brain trying survive another exhausted scars painful reminder myself live die drive feelings blood slides wrist takes minutes hours point laughing smiling cry hating leave help react truth better free care betrayal bird sky fly raging shadows walls unseen companion watching fall noises imaginary evil unable knew longer child grew true follow feeding road traveled scorching burnt easiest hurt leader follower passionate tender mesmerized gaze hugs hesitant