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Scream of distresses
Flood of fears
Burst of laughs
Ideas piling up

But who to tell?
who cares?
what does it matters?
Like a cake it sliced happily
Hours after hours
Flowing and flowing away
A wave of tick red energy
Death might have been near
At least i tought it was
My body was sad
It cried
But my mind felt relief
Pain would finnally stop
Nothing would ever matter again
Nobody would hurt me anymore
I'd be safe
I dont wish to die, but each time i think im dying i feel bliss
Smile at me
Get to know me
Make me fall in love with you
Then laugh at me
Hurt me
Drain me
Leave me

It wasn't your fault

It was mine
OCD
I will protect you with all my might

Whatever I say you will do

I will hug you in the evening

You will feel better for a little while

I will give you solutions

But I will also create the problems

I will tell you my opinions

But they will be so irrational you will think you lost it

I will be your bliss and your torture

I will be you
and you will be me

but

I will not exist

You will be alone
OCD is a disorder not fully understood by scientist. It's different for everyone. There are many types of OCD. Mine is magical thinking.
i created you from head to toe
ive given you a caracter
a role to play in my game
you were a God
i was a Godess
we lived togheter for so long

then i found out you were real
and had never been in the game
where was i all this time
where where you?
They came

They sat
Looked deep into your soul

Or so you imagined

They talked

You took it personal

You are now living for them
You are now slave to their mouth
They are your God's

But they only look to you as a plastic object
They told you their small closed mind
They told you that you were not worth their time

But
Who cares about them, right?

Detach
They are animals
You are an animal
There's no real purpose to life
There's no real purpose to death
Be your own self
Detach
Take a bow
And forget them

They didnt cared anyway

Put the crown back on your head

NEVER AGAIN

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Sharon-Rose boisvert
2018-06-12
theres a place
this place no word could explain

its the most peaceful place
   its an escape door
     where reality and time doesn't exist

       its where time stops forever
         when you are alone

            where nothing exists
               where you are safe

                 its hard to get in

                   its easy to leave

                     it can be nowhere
                      or it can be anywhere

            you create it


but its eternal as much as eternity exists


or maybe its just me


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Sharon-rose boisvert
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