When God blesses you with a gift,
use it wisely don't abuse it.
I can hear Him in my ear,
telling me to bask in the sunlight & be of good cheer.

This world has many things to offer.
But doesn't fully satisfy.

It's a beautiful thing when someone
besides yourself thinks you're worth it.

Generation X the final 47.8 years of humanity's existence. The War of the Masters Of Souls rages on. God and his Saints & Angels vs. The Devil his Angels & Nephelims. Taming the Tongue

3 Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly. 2 We all stumble in many ways. Anyone who is never at fault in what they say is perfect, able to keep their whole body in check.

3 When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. 4 Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. 5 Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. 6 The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

7 All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, 8 but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

9 With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. 10 Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. 11 Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? 12 My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.

New King James Version "Holy Bible."

Laboring the liable and taking accountability for my actions is something I must work on...I must endure, adquire more resilience, more wisdom, more pureness, more humility (as if am not humble enough) more reliability more selflessness more vitality by God's reliable faithfulness guidance and miraculously adquire the mysteries of the Multi-Verse and God's Immortal Truth & Infinite Soul & Powers of the Holy Spirit. Solace and Righteous deeds but most of ALL GRACE from God his Son and his Holy Spirit will allow me to gain and fulfill my calling in this terrestrial plain I live in. Redemption is the final gift I will surely aquire to atone all the wrongdoings I have done, nevertheless, I feel comfortable at ease and happy and prosperous I count my blessings and throw away and rebuke the curses hexes and generational evil enchantments people and my family ties my bloodline and all my so called "coincidential, deja-vu's and dreams and visions and even every day ordinary mundane events that to people may seem like nothing but to me are vital pieces of an invisible monolithyc enormous spiritual yet carnal signs and signals to the Multi-Verse the language of God" for nothing ...that is nothing is mere luck or coincidence every thing pertains to something God speaks thru all circumstances, people, places, things, real or mind driven, fictional or true, art, music, language, animals, designs, intellect, naiveness, admiration of his benevolent power and miraculous deeds that happen daily all around us. Even drugs to aid heal the body and mind can be beneficial. Everything serves a purpose that I truly believe.

Phillipians: 2:10 "That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, and of those on earth, and of those under the Earth"

New King James Version the "Holy Bible"

Sooner than we all will understand (Humanity as a Whole) who God is ...who he is and why he came to be with us to run this race and be part of this world. My Faithfulness is exponentially growing as I write this...is euphoric, spiritual, peaceful and compassionate such a deepening feeling...a bit exhilarating. A profound thought came to me to write about this...if I ain't a miracle child why would GOD himself put me here writing this at this moment? Yes am perplexed due to that answer completely baffled. Due to the fact am 1. Premature born in 6 months 2 weeks 14.78 min weighted about 2.4 lbs at 5 had my bouts of panic attacks and deep fear and paranoia the first time I encountered those feelings...then at 7 had my first hallucinations then at 10.5 yrs of age became a hyperactive child with night terrors looming around the corner at 23 became a full schizophrenic and to my friends knowledge I have bouts of multiple personality disorder and a rare dissociative disorder. Therefore, I have learn to cope with it all and still be breathing and living thanks first to GOD my Family, friends, acquaintences and the Angelic beings that watch after me.
I want to personally walk into heaven after all is said and done and stare at my Heavenly Father's Eyes and tell him "Thank You accompanied by a huge smile a great big hug and bow down before him kiss his feet and tell him how much I admire love and sincerely care for him being who he is

Structures of Ancient Egyptians that allowed them to use the Pyramids as a conduit to create renewable electricity. The Pharaohs of the Ancient Days where man who made many remarkable discoveries to Mathematics, Science, Politics, Agriculture, Dogma & the Cosmos. Many believe that the Pharaohs have long died but the Linage Of Pharaohs is indeed still around till this Era...and perhaps I am one of the last living Pharaohs existing I believe this to be true due to the fact that I had a dream about 1 year and 7 months ago...where I woke up in a Sarcophagus in a Tomb in a remote place somewhere in Egypt  (Or so I thought It was Egypt) and there I was dressed in Pharaoh like attire. A man with strong physical attributes removed the top of the Sarcophagus where I was having a slumber and when I opened my eyes I saw a Huge Blue and Orange looking Sun with 2 smaller orbs that looked like other suns around the big one in a flash inside my minds eye. The Man spoke a strange language and he had 4 wings and had Ancient Egyptian looking clothing but yet different. When finally I made it out of the Mystical Egyptian looking Tomb (we were outside and it was unbelieable man) the place was a beautiful looking enormous field full of trees odd in shape the grass looked blue and air was warm and fresh at the same time all around in the way far distance where mountains and volcanoes and in this place where I was truly was one of a kind because it was not day or night it was something in between both but when I looked up to the sky there where NO MORE STARS or CONSTELLATIONS it was as if I was in the final resting place of the end of the Multi-verse where things are created and everything else follows... strange feeling and overwhelming feeling indeed.  Furthermore this took about 2 hours of walking thru humongous corridors and labyrinth like passages that without this man showing me a way out of that place I would of gotten lost and had never found the exit. I knew I was not in Planet Earth this was a whole different planet maybe even a different Galaxy because I saw rare structures around me and a large amount of people outside where I came out of the Egyptian (but not of course since I explained what I saw and felt, but something about this place reminds me of Egypt but cannot place my finger on it, perhaps their symbology) yet most of all the symbols there did not resemble Egyptian Language at all it was some other different symbols and cryptographic symbolism they used in their culture and their colorful art. This creatures since they apparently were NOT human beings they where something similar to humans but quite different hence they are able to fly and also communicate thru telekinesis. Then they showed me a Metallic Oval Shaped Rock thing that they held in their hands. The Man with Wings handed it to me without speaking a word to me just smiling and pointing at the object. I grabbed it ... once I touched it ...the object was very light about 1 lb no more than that but looked heavier to the eye...then it turned to a square in a matter of seconds but something in my mind told me that it was about to change shape to be put...and I was and there it let me see my own reflection hence it turned to a mirror like object something similar to the ones we have here on Earth. I saw myself and yes I was still indeed young about 25 years of age and nothing about me had changed except the color of my skin was ultra radiant the color a vibrant star and my face had tattoos I had never seen in my life on Earth similar to the Angel like Human like creatures smiling and following me around... Then One of them was about to tell me ...something important ....all I heard was "You are .....In the English Language ....THEN THE DREAM ENDED!!!

When its seems pointless strive for a victory  no matter the struggle are the test of faith.
Nights my be dark an long my even feel alone at times like any ship in the storm its like the sun will never shine are the waves will never cease.
Trouble on the left side and trouble on the right side trouble even in front of me but I dare not turn around to a life of no hope, so I keep praying asking JESUS to help me through this storm of life pain on top of pain I just poured out my soul in a world of  sin something went wrong but JESUS says I am the way the truth and the life. I believe so my faith is being tested day to day fire so hot Lord not complaining because I know its all to make my faith strong gold tried in the fire is what you want Father so help me to be made beautiful as you are.