I wake up,
I check my phone.
I don't know why,
Because you no longer contact me.

I wake up,
And it's a new day.
However the pain is still the same.

I wake up,
And cry a little more.
I'm sad,
And this I know.

Today I didn't wake up.
I think it's a dream,
But Tomorrow,
I pray it stays this way.

This blank sheet of paper scares me,
For I not know what I may write.

I loved a girl once.
I still love that girl.
I doubt it could ever be undone.

I loved a girl once.
She left me,
Finally,
Because I knew this day would come.

I loved a girl once.
I didn't realize how much.

I loved a girl once.
Years later,
I still love that girl.

Years later,
She is still my world.

I loved a girl once.
I loved a girl forever.

My heart hurts.
Every morning I wake up,
I relive the day we fought.
As time goes on,
I wait for you to call.
My heart hurts,
Because you still haven't called.
Day 6 and it hasn't gotten easier.
Day 7 I'm praying that you call.
I'm restless,
Because I ******* miss your love.
Every time I think of you,
I write another poem.
My heart still hurts,
And you still haven't called.

I just cut myself,
By accident.
I'm bleeding,
But I don't want it to stop...

Free me of this love,
that I've been yearning.
For I am not deserving.