I AM SLEEPLESS
MY EYES ARE BLOODSHOT
I AM TIRED
MY BONES' EMOTIONS ARE UNSTABLE
I AM ANXIOUS
MY TIME IS RUNNING OUT
BUT I AM NOT DEAD
AND I AM ASKING HOW
WHEN I AM FEELING MISERABLE
AND BREATHLESS
I AM ASKING
HOW
AM
I
NOT
DEAD
WITH A QUESTION MARK BIGGER THAN THAT OF "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?"
I AM DEAD BUT NOT REALLY
I AM CONFUSED MOST OF ALL