all i have ever wanted
is to be accepted
and still loved
for who
and
what
i
am

not
what
i
present
myself
to
be

not
the
way
t­he
outsiders
perceive
me

but
for the true
and the ugly

the monster
that hides
itself
inside of me

life is so stupid
nothing makes sense

my heart
aches

it pumps
and
beats so
hard
it
pools
with
blood

i know
better than
most
what it’s
like
to
feel
unloved
or
unwanted
and
i wish
i had
enough energy
and love
to give
to everyone
who needs it

but sadly,
i barely
have
enough
for my
own
pathetic
little
insignificant
existence