I found myself in you
I lost myself in you
The greatest parts of me
Lost in the cavalry
Will I ever know her
  Again
Will I ever show her
To a new friend

I play pretend
That getting over you
Is possible
That doing the right thing
Being responsible
Is better
Then having you
Forever

We were infinite
We were immeasurable
We were an eternity
We were
Beautiful
Now we're gone
Now we don't belong
I don't belong
I'm a void
I'm a toy
Of the world
Toss me around
I'm not a girl
I'm not even sure
If I'm alive anymore

We were amazing
We were brilliant
We were exhilarating
We were awe inspiring
We were
    Happy

A year has came
A year has left
I'm stuck in this mess
Frozen in time
Of you're left over crimes

Take me back
Help me find myself
Dust off the shelf
Of my misery
Let me see my history
In light again
I don't wanna play pretend

I want to be me
I want to be free
I want to be funny
And sweet like honey
Like we were
Where is the cure
Of the obscure
Void
I'm in.

I've always been sad
I've always had issues
We held them together
Made them better
Now I can't breathe
In any weather
I'm weaker
Then any feather

We were stronger then leather
I wore your jacket out
I tried to sew it together
Make it look better
Inside I could tell
It wouldn't last
Not in this harsh weather
It'll come undone
I couldn't except that never ever
Let me try to sew it better
Please please
Let me try
...let me
Try
Better
Please

We were young
We were red and gold
We were queens
We were sky high
We were .. .
     Epic

We were
We were
We were
I need to accept those words
I'm getting better
But I can't get myself together
I was happy
I was beautiful
I was eternity
I was
... Me
Now I'm nobody
Now I'm lost
Now I'm a void
No joy
No life
No hope
Only isolation
Only an empty
Train station
Eternally hoping
I'll see u again
Coming of the train
Running back to me
Holding eachother together
Sewing our ripped up holes
Back to warmth again
Seeing myself in your eyes
My lonely friend


I want to find me
Exit the void
I want to find
Happy
Without you
I want to find
Infinite
I want to find
...life
Again