I have to push aside your pride because you did too much; I can’t let you slide. Timid and trying to hush, I wanted to hide and deny my despise. But despite the lies, the spite and highs, you shy and fly from what’s right. I just want to go to sleep without crying. You’re true and right while lying. I hate what you do, my love for blue is dying. You’re critter size but you criticize so I’m done buying your trickery disguised as honesty. Stop trying.
January 8, 2020: We all need closure. This is mine and I’m amazing without you. It’s time to finally move on for the better. I can’t deal with your ego anymore. I won’t deal with the superbia. For you, I would have done whatever. Now, I’ll do...whatever. I don’t want to break my back just to stay in limbo anymore. Besides, you only feel tall because your blanket is so small.