A good morning to my night, how is everthing?

Lets talk?
Maybe not, you're busy now
Why else would you ignore me?

You've left me with the feelings we swore to protect
So precious, so fragile
Or are all these just mine?

Conceal all these unsaid words
Because all I get are more questions
Piecing together someone who cant piece themselves

You're unfair
Speaking when youre in the mood
Pulling my strings, like its just fine

You caused me to feel these
You promised and you broke it
Yet i understood

You've left me in confusion
Resorting to facades to hide the pain
Do you not want me to experience happiness?

Do you not care?
I cant even ask you myself
Because I'll get more confused

I love you, its true
But i cant keep loving you when youre in that state
You'll **** us both with the stunts you're pulling

Are you insane?
Or is it me?
Or are we both mad, thinking we're okay

Yes, I miss when you were mine.

But letting you go is my way of saying i love you
Because its whats best
Have you ever thought of that for me?

How very lucky
For you to have someone who you can break twice
Its me, right?

But am i fortunate enough?
Im not calling out to you anymore
I need to heal from all the wounds you never tended to


Good night to your morning, please let me rest from the havoc that is you.