You sit or you stand there, not moving While I’m shaking with the effort to stay You laugh when I try to tell you something Already you know what I’m trying to say It’s selfish, I’m being entirely unfair But I want to cause an effect I live for you, all I own I share And I resent it sometimes when I reflect I spiral over events I forget within hours Throw words like tangible objects at you Forget that you’ve brought me flowers Forget how you smile at “Love you too”s I move everything in your direction Where you are is where I want to be My thought process needs a bit of correction I know even when you’re far, you still love me