It happens sometimes between winter and the sultry summer, my words and visions refuse to mate, no amount of alcohol urges them to this universal transfixion on a piece of a patient paper
I have no choice left, I visit the dusted mirror in my inhospitable washroom again the vortex of time swallows me inherently, as I fall through the voiceless oceans and painstaking cheap bars that are out of beer.
I walk through the autumnal rains where the birds have learned to hide and the leaves refuse to be touched. The maidens are no longer beautiful, Houses full of Japanese crockery and European paintings are half submerged in filthy ponds to be admired by filthy fishes with filthy brains.
The kids are running and laughing on the roads but I can’t see their faces. The dogs no longer bark, but they have tears of joy and my hands have forgotten to pet these loyal creatures. Their tails don’t wag now. They refuse to acknowledge my existence.
I see my twin somewhere. The only one who smiles back at me. Contented but not happy, his eyes are his stories, his soft hands; devoid of typing are his unwritten poems. I have to **** him.
Before he swims out of this vortex. Before he swims into me. Before he falls in love with himself.