I have lived with times like these all my life.
With troubled heart. Troubled mind.
I always find ways to ease the pain,
But like sickness with no cure, I still feel the same.

Times like these are always triggered by something,
And they always occur at the worst moments of thinking.
But I tell my self never to cry,
For one day I’ll find answers to the questions ‘why’

For now, I’ll take a deep breath.
Laugh with my friends, try hard to forget.
All the recurring nightmares that’s filling my head,
Will someday disappear and my struggles will end.