A smart girl who got a beautiful smile, who was always happy. There comes a wind that wipes my smile and left tears. Every night crying myself to sleep.

Peace, happiness and love are impossible to me. My soul is tired of paining all day. My goals are now cooking, cleaning and doing laundry. My dreams and goals are crashed before they could even start.

I feel like I gambled with my own soul and lost everything. I sold my dreams to strangers. Why it happened to me? Why not that other girl? Lot of why's are in my mind.

I also need so break from pain. When will the rain come for me? People even forgot my beautiful smile, because shame and sadness are now called my happiness.