Thank you for making this easier for me.
You took yourself out of my life while we were still pretending to be together.
Photos I could've never erased.
Passion I could've never forgot.
Love I could've never let go of.
You've become this evil that I dont remember falling for.
5 years of my life, a few of them wasted with lies, deceit, manipulation, and unfaithfulness.
I dont know how or why, but I know its over.
Nobody has ever hurt me as much as you.
Who knows how long it'll take me to get over you.
Who knows if I can ever fall for someone as hard as I fell for you.
Who knows when i'll open my heart again.
Im lost, confused, and breathless.
I feel pathetic
I hate you so much but I cant stop thinking about you.
Waiting around like an idiot waiting for a text, call, or something.
I cant wait for the day where I could care less.
The day where someone better takes my breath away.
Until then, i'll stay strong.