Confused: Poems

Aug 2017 · 152

Confused Aug 2017

Every night I lay awake and play out unrealistic situations in my head
I've built this imaginary world where I live, and love
When in reality I've never lived, and will never love

Aug 2015 · 298

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Confused Aug 2015

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I blame myself for expecting anything.
And I blame myself for crying because I should've known.

Jul 2015 · 410

And in a crowded room

Confused Jul 2015

And in a crowded room

Filled with family and friends
He pointed at me and said
Her, the fat one?

And that's when I realized I'm just fat.
I'm nothing besides this fat body.
I'm nothing.

Jan 2015 · 867

I don't deserve this

Confused Jan 2015

I don't deserve this

You're too good to me
I love you

Jan 2015 · 835

I stared at my body today

Confused Jan 2015

I stared at my body today

It's not pretty but I still love it
And maybe someday someone else will too