He was my happiness also my pain,
He was the hell in my heaven,
He was the demon in my sanity,
But I'd lie if I'll tell you I didn't like it.

He was the nightmare I want to have every night.
He was the darkness I will always choose over the light.
He was the devil I want to hug so tight.
Loving him was wrong? No, it feels so right.

Miracle and fate *****,
If I can't have you I'll make our own miracle.
I don't care about the possibilities,
I chose you and only you.

Why can't I have you?
You're my wish that can't come true .
Why can't it be you?
You're the future I want but I can't have.

If the door's open,
I'll lock it up and throw away the key.
I don't want to leave nor take a rest,
I refuse to move on.

You are the art,
I'm not the artist.
You are the protagonist,
I'm just an extra.

Your words were like a dagger.
I'm jealous but I'm not your lover.
You love her more than me,
But I don't want to set you free.

This wasn't the first time,
But I missed you real bad.
My heart beat was out of rhyme,
You were the guy that I will never had