I'm looking at you from a distance
I can't seem to look away

Such a familiar coincidence,
you make me nervous
again

Like a mirror, I see my reflection in you
It's nothing that I haven't seen before
& Still, it's all new.

From a comfortable distance,
I stare at you

And your gaze wonders,
in an empty room

I sound like a ******,
I know that, too.

I see now why you never bothered to care.

I see you in my wonders
I see  you in my head
I see you on the streets

Every time I forget


What else is new? I never bothered to tell you
You are occupied by things that seem mundane to me
And I'm here thinking
what else is new?

Forever lost in thine eyes
Sparkling wine,
Vast, clear ocean
That shines
On a sunny night,
So bright,
A remedy for my sickly mind.

Many mistakes I've made in my life;
Some are light,
Some are fine,
Some I regret,
Some are right
But there is one above others,
Makes me want to die.

Only one that makes me lie
Flat on my stomach by night
Makes me search my mind
For things I did wrong,
For things I did right.

One, it makes me lie
Face up on the ground
Searching the sky
For the stars' bright lights
To answer my questions,
What was my wrong,
What was my right.

One, that lies
Beneath thine eyes
Gives life to my desperate cries
For without your love,
What is life?

A cold rush goes through my body
as I lay face down on the ground
my insides are made of soggy
mix of rocks and solid dough,
steel and clay with mercury's glow.
Something akin to a heart of stone

I remember you
do you remember me, too?
It's been so long
I don't know what's the truth

And I miss you
I hope you miss me, too
'cause it makes me blue
to be without you

come to, come to
Sense is hard to find
in a feeling so divine
But just one last time
I wish to be thine,
become senile
with you.

I believe In foolish things
repeat meaningless sayings
share my depraving
with Everyone,
Every day

I dislike all deflating
when people start complaining
about stupid ****, degrading.
Just like I'm doing
Now.

******* all,
That's what I'm saying.
All of you who're playing
everyone around you, enslaving
Yourself at the same time.

A life full of hating
walks hand in hand with craving
for the sugar rush keeps fading
Wether you like it or not.

My Darling,
My instant clarity,
My strangely shaped gravity,
You are the air I breath.

For You,
Your kindly heart,
The question mark
that lies in the dark
becomes insanity

An oath
of silent love,
A diplomat
of a fraud
I strive to be
to live.

It's here, I can taste it in the air
lingering, like the sweet bitterness that you are
It's here, just how I left it
clinging to every particle in this space
It's here, I can smell it
reeking of everything I left behind
and it's still here
echoing on and on and on...

This.

The way you walk
The way you talk
The way you hold my hand
The things you taught
me thinks you hot
I mean seriously
You understand?
The way you read my mind sometimes
The child-like sparkle in your eyes
sending chills down my spine

...But we'll never ever go and be free