Mother
Father
Would you be proud of me?
Of the man your little son has become?

Have you seen me?
From you perch in heaven
Have you seen the crimes
I've committed ?

Mother
Im sorry
I know you told me
Never to hurt another

Father
Im sorry
I know you told me
Drugs are hazardous to oneself

Would you both still be proud of me?
If you knew the deeds I have done?
The blood that will forever stain my hands.

Would you understand?
That I am a broken man.
That destruction was my distraction.

Would you be proud of me?
If you knew the misery
I have inflicted on countless others
And I didn't even care?  

Would you understand?
That I turned off my emotions.
Would you understand?
That that was the only way
For me to survive.

I don't have to ask anymore
I know the answer.
Im sorry

You both taught me better then this.

Once upon a time
You loved him
It all felt fine
Suddenly he/you realise
That you feel is all lies
Tears could fill an ocean
because you had a notion
that it was meant to be.
It was just a game..just for pretend
THE END
Or is it the start
Of another chance
For you to give away your heart
Another glance

All the words you and your shallow mind can think of
Wont make up for the disloyalty you stink of!

Your lies were the water I needed
For the plants I had seeded
In the depths of my larynx
Because you had all the words I could've wanted
which at the time seemed undaunted
But seeds need sunlight too
so this love never grew...

That one step forward took me 3 steps back from you

What if his hand I never hold?
What if them three words I'm never told?
What if he will never be mine?
What if I am wasting my time?
Maybe he sees someone as I see him
Through misinterpreted signals I swim
Further and further into this daze
His heart the treasure and his words a maze
So I run as quick as my tired legs will go
Oh how did I ever sink this low?

Sometimes our hearts want to sing
But our brains are tone deaf