Sick and broken to the core, how do you go back to normal?
Was this really what I wanted, or did I only make things worse
But now that you're gone, I need to find a way to move on because
every time you cross my mind, I try to smile while I die inside

Take a second to listen to these words
they climb up and down in this hollow room
oh please just give me a chance to explain
to explain to you everything thats in my head
pull me closer, tighter against this
and realize these sins
lay my body on this burdened bed
shut our eyes and dream forever

If I end it now
will I wake up?
from these haunting dreams
just to do it all again

Everything feels like a dream to me
nothing feels real anymore
this nightmare is driving me insane

all I want is to feel reality again
this pain is to fake for me

How many times can you fix the broken? To many times I've tried to put myself back together but the glue is wearing thin. How many pieces am I missing? I've been shattered so much I'm starting to lose count.

I need an escape. This place just doesn't cut it anymore. My mind is not my home, it's what's killing me when I'm alone. What do I do when I just want to give up?

I'm afraid to fall asleep, will I wake up the next day? Can I even sleep anymore? It's been awhile since I have.