I was looking for ***,
but hoping for more.
You came and broke my hex
and that changed my core.

That simple kiss felt great
a call from above.
What a glorious fate
this fatuous love.

As a kid time wasn't the same,
a day feelt like forever
and everything was a game.

Now I'm a ****** up adult,
in a world fast and insane,
the game now feels so occult.
Why does everything feel so strange?

Life feels like a weird insult.
Why did all things have to change?
Change is good they'll say to me,
but my craving still remains.

Like a fog that blinds,
her smile dazzles you.
Like a chain that binds
her eyes imprison you.

She's a work of art.
She's such a hard worker.
She could break my heart
and she's mine all mine.

The longest dark hair
and her curvy features.
Plus two small hands
that make cute gestures.

She's a work of art.
She's such a hard worker.
She could break my heart
and she's mine all mine.

As they lay you down to sleep I pray the lord your soul to keep. I cant promise that I wont weep, right now its hard to even sleep.
You watched me grow, made me laugh when i was low. Bible school Sundays and trips to the park, like you are engraved in my heart.
You always took me wherever I wanted, dont think I ever took that for granted. Carnival rides, cotton candy & slides with you in my heart they're forever tied.
Charros days we never missed a parade, wed get chairs and sit in the shade. Sombrero fest was always the best, from elote en vaso to potatoes in spirals you made sure my smile went on for miles.
As the years went by so did our lives, I just wish i could have said goodbye.

What if you realized our demons were more alike than you thought? the things you hated most about yourself were in me as well. would you still love me then?