They are all gone now
Everyone before you, swept
away in your wake
drifting old sirens drown in
surging aqua blue currents

The fear is not living, though some do
Nor the fear of living life alone, that too
The fear Is dying and being buried alone,

I'm sorry if I hurt you
It's just so many things
not to say, not to do
so many rules, taboos
it's difficult for me too
picking up all these cues
filtering, to find the real you

lady bugs collect
right before heavy rains start
mason jar shelter
poked pencil holes in tin lids
awestruck, big eyed kids peer in

some people say it
rather simple, too easy
but oh! I struggle
getting these twisted thoughts down
onto these silly straight lines

saw this cross last night
safely sleeping in my bed
God's little blessings

That place in mind so dark
that bats can see just fine
is where I go to hide
and find that light again
to repeat my tired cycle of
dark to light to feel the pain
to better illustrate all that remains
is no love means no gain

Mercury on a flat surface
eludes my thoughts, evades
my dreams on a page

shelved high memories
life captured, stills framed pewter
carefully dusted

swimming, sailing, skipping
ebbing, flowing ,rising, falling
water breaths life

Sincere thoughts collected
Shared in our souls highway connected
Love Across all the oceans

Music box, broken again
Another sad man, played C seven
Maybe, him there, crying

magic carpet ride
floating along carelessly
then the rug gets pulled

our intersection
not roads but space in time kind
our little big bang

reckoning time comes
seasons lived, souls weighed, one judge
don't be found lacking
secrets to be had for all
in unconditional love

slowly emerges
finally gains frozen ground
light defeating dark

When you finish with me and have torn it all apart
then you will finally see what I have said from the very start
I never even had a dark side of my heart

River overflow
Pools corral the helpless
The hungry birds gather

summer's grand blossoms
fields bursting in wild colors
honey will be sweet

mocking birds
parrot others words
robin turds

the vessels corrupt
but it's cargo so divine
women children first

Wild hearted woman
turbo diesel *****, sin
in heels, long legged
sweet striding thighs high stepping
heels caving me to my knees

forgiveness
across this nation
NESARA

Ive been here before
in a dream, more real than real
Am I back dreaming?

her hair shimmers blonde
just as before, I recall
with a touch of grey

Ever felt a dark kind of aura
Someone nasty vile horrid
Always bringing you down
Leaving you caustic and bored
Life's little leeches and vampired hoards
Always take care be cautious but bold
Dont let them in to devour your soul
What you have is worth protecting
Be steady gates of oak
They flung theirs away and
Now have been told
To gather more for that evil dark lord
So, stay in the light snd
As your soul  told
Ever vigilant the devil never gets old
Always angling to give him your gold

after you exhale
there’s a tiny pause between
me breathing again