1.Pain is temporary, if you give up now, it’ll last forever
2. You don’t drown by falling into the water, you drown by staying there
3. If your ship doesn’t come in to you, swim out to meet it
4. The greatest limitations of life are the ones we put on ourselves.
5. Never confuse a few defeats for a final defeat
6. Staying alive is the greatest revenge to spite depression and people
7. What if you were a survivor? Rather than another tragic statistic
8. Imagine your loved one being haunted by finding you in such a state
Bonus: If you are strong enough to be capable of killing yourself, then you are strong enough to live. ~
loneliness is real
don't doubt it for a moment
it can make you motionless
you can't get out of your own head
everything is frozen in time
time is your enemy
an emptiness you can't fill
But, it can be filled
Wipe your eyes
see the world differently
This is just for those who are seemingly lost in their loneliness. May you find your way out of it. God Bless
Find hope through God
There is a certain comfort in anonymity,
The ability to disguise ourselves as no-one.
But this disguise becomes too real,
Reality and fantasy reverse:
We are no-one,
Our disguise is now the person
We once were.
There is no desperation in regaining our
Are we too scared to be someone? To have meaning?
Willingly we discard our existence and
Replace it with nothing.
We are nothing.
He arises in the morning
with nothing to say
He arises in the evening
after being quiet all day
His thoughts they are a dancing -
The future is dark
The past is bleak
with nothing to dream
The dawn it arises,
At night, the sun
it heads down
Time it stands still
when you have nothing to say -
You've tried your best in
your own way
Nothing seems to come
despair and dismay.
A lover she comes
A lover she goes
they all grow trite
Playing cat's cradle
with a line of string
at the tear line
whether to cry
or go numb
Like our lives,
a spider web
on a tree
blowing and shimmering
in the sun light winds.
He arises and dresses
Heads out for his day
With nothing to say.
1. Inability to throw away possessions
ive never been able to get rid of the bracelet you gave me. my cat broke it the first week i had it, but something about throwing it away wraps my wrist with a sensation of betrayal- like im throwing away your company with it. the string still sits on my nightstand.
2. Severe anxiety when attempting to discard items
even though i’ve never worn them, your jackets and shirts outline my bedroom- curtains that block the clarity of what once was with a dressed up version of you i’ve never been able to tear down.
3. Great difficulty categorizing or organizing possessions
it was when i began to leave my thank you notes beside screws, and love letters near lighters, that i realized i’d forgotten how to feel the differences between them.
4. Indecision about what to keep or where to put things
disregarding the good because of the bad feels like an admission of defeat to a ruler i never knew was in charge. when i pick up the way you held my hand, i dont mean to put down the way you wrapped yours around my neck- but i only have one drawer and its not big enough for the two of them.
5. Distress, such as feeling overwhelmed or embarrassed by possessions
when i offer an apology, it is because the amount of landlords that have evicted me for having too much inside myself is more than i ever learned to count. im afraid that i will never stop living in someone else's home, loving in someone else's heart, before i learn to build my own.
6. Suspicion of other people touching items
each day feels a little lighter- as though someone is removing a stone from a bag i didn’t realize i had been forced to carry. ive yet to understand if this ease is unwelcome.
7. Obsessive thoughts and actions: fear of running out of an item or of needing it in the future; checking the trash for accidentally discarded objects
you’ve not read a book in ten years. your novel still lays on my nightstand.
8. Functional impairments, including loss of living space, social isolation, family or marital discord, financial difficulties, health hazards
i havent been able to bring another person to visit the garden i spent years tending to. when the water stopped coming in, i’d no choice but to begin withering- and i’d rather go peacefully than to be let down again because i trusted you to end the drought.