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yahna staton Dec 2020
The glitter and glamor
Is it all worth it
The shimmer and shine
Putting the work in
The living up to other peoples expectations
The grind to get to the top , patiently waiting
Is it worth it ?

The grass is greener they say
A home is a home with a family that prays
Thats what they say

But is this all worth it
The life i so deserve ready so fast
Putting all those feelings of future in past

Is it all worth it
The ruby's the diamonds
The the shoes clothes all designers

I would rather love what I have
And that is you
Why look for something that is so visible
in mi face I can see you .... crystal
clearly made for each other
Soul mates some might say
The missing piece to this here puzzle

So no it wouldn't be worth it
Not all the glitters neither the gold
Not all the all the richest in the world
Nothing would ever break mi away from you
forever your girl
yahna staton Dec 2020
Is it possible to love 2 men at the same  time?
For the similarity and the differences
Could they both be mine?

Am I able to bake the cake?
And maybe eat it too?

Can i lay with you one night ?
And the next lay with you ?

It is possible to feel so deeply?
For 2 complete strangers?
Who bring these emotions out of mi?

Can we make plans to conceive a child?
mi and you and you and mi?
Can we live this way forever peacefully?
I really don't want to let one go
Please don't make mi

Do I really have to?
Or can I hold on tighter?
And never let go
Of you or you
for ever be mi husband and forever be mi boo

Is this really possible?
To love these 2 unconditionally?
wanting this thing to last
For eternity

What do I do?
Someone please help mi ... and fast
yahna staton Dec 2020
Born into this world
So corrupt
A world of popularity
Phat pockets and big butts

Born into this world
Of no more traditional traits
No more outing
No more dates

Born into this world
Where love no longer exists
A world filled of envy
Of jealousy and of hate

Born into a world
Of selfishness
Of greed
And self entitlement

A world where
Toxic energy is praised
Where
Peace is a mere  thing of the past

I'm born into this world
Where nothing makes sense any more
Where being classy is frowned upon
And you're only noticed if you're a *****
Where bad is now good
And material things well they're far more important than god
A world of killing ... oh god this world
It's killing mi
A world of destruction ... yes this world if self destructing
Yes I am born into this world fortunately and unfortunately
yahna staton Dec 2020
Where have you gone ?.... I swear its been forever babes i haven't seen you in so long, I remember when we first met , Yet , it was very brief, You were a face that stood out , merely in passing , yet and still our hearts beat the same beat.
      Where have you disappeared to ? Did you need a vacay,
I was depending on you to come back, But you stayed away, I called your name so many times with no answer , Its been cold and lonely nights since you've been MIA
     Are you back for good , Or are you just passing through?
Will it be forever this time or just seasonal?, I swear I miss you so much, we've had so much history ,  It's crazy how you can be here one second and then just up and leave , We've been up and down back and forth , When will the stability begin with us for good ?.
      You play so many roles real and fake , But see its still you I wanna see going to bed and when I wake, You're toxic at times but yet I still see the good in you , This is why I always come back , So arrogant that you know it too
        The good and the bad is what attracts mi , where have you been love why did you leave mi?
yahna staton Dec 2020
I live mi life the way they say I should
I do mi hair the way they've also told mi to  
I wear my clothes in the fashion that they have told mi would give acceptance
I've followed a suite

I've fit the profile
Of every urban hood girl
I've been to clubs and twerked
I knew he had a girl friend and still gave him this work
Yes, I have fit the stereotype
That very stereotype that they portray my people to be in everyway

I've been that person
That bad role model , the one you stay away from
I've fought with my hands
Instead of mi mind
I cared about what they have thought of mi all the time
no longer

I am a better mi
I have changed paths
I've awakened
i have finally listened to mi abuela's words
I have learned the art and craft of being patient
I have learned mi as well as you
Ive lesrned the does and the dont's
and so now I have learned how to move

I have been that person that has lived that life
And now that I have grown to be a better person
I have learned what it takes to be a woman
And some young mans wife

I have no regrets
they label us no matter what good or bad
I have learned to live for mi and say ****'em
make the haters mad
keep them jealous
keep them green with envy

I used to be that person
Now that I am older
I careless & stay stress free
yahna staton Sep 2020
all i heard was a loud noise
something was wrong
i felt a sharp pain and in an instant it was gone
im in a loop of that moment continuously unable to break free
the harshest pain to endure is my New reality
i heard a loud noise
i know something is wrong
outer body experience ... my body face down on the ground
all i did was go buy some chips out the corner store i was no threat
all i did was read a book , all i did was have an asthma attack, all i did was sleep in the comfort of my our home and it happened while i slept , and the crime scene that you were supposed to be was not my own .... i heard a loud shot i knew something was wrong officer i cant breathe .... now i'm gone
my life flashed before me my last moments why me where did i go wrong , what did i do to deserve the death penalty , you are my judge jury and executioner , yet i thought only god could judge me
no ****** is ok ... not even from the enforcements that's supposed to ensure my security
the world is a sick place people worried about a superior race
racism is  our downfall
yahna staton Aug 2020
FROM THE START , THE VERY BEGINNING , SEEMS AS THOUGH WE WERE INTERTWINED, KINDRED SPIRITS, THOUGH WE ARE THE SAME , WE ARE VERY DIFFERENT, AN EQUAL BALANCE OF THE TWO , AND A LOVE THAT'S GENUINE.

I KNEW IT WOULD BE YOU , FIRST SIGHT I WAS SMITTEN,
THE FIRST TOUCH THAT WAS OOOH , THE FIRST KISS HAD ME PURRING LIKE A KITTEN, LOVE THE LOVE AND ALL THAT COMES WITH IT, MY KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR ,
THE NEXT CHAPTER, NEXT TO BE WRITTEN .
RANDOM
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