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62 · 19h
test subject
no name 19h
I am a lover girl they say
I love and love but I don't get the same love back
I thought you'd be different you showed me what real love feels like
but I guess I was just your test subject
hmm maybe I was huh? you didn't care when I was begging on my knees  but I DID
now your gone and I'm left alone in your dust
I hope she treats your better hmm
better then I did
maybe you were right all along huh
isn't that what you wanted
to see me cry
you had me thinking you loved me  
now I know I was just a fool caught in your web
21 · 18h
friendly high
no name 18h
friendly high my mom called it
she said it will make you the happiest in the world
only for a little bit thought and so
I started to smoke away the pain so my mom and dad helped me
understand that to feel okay I need to be in another world and
not the one we call so called "earth"
I understand now that I need to be a stoner
just to feel happy I don't wanna be a stoner
but I want to feel happy and calm but no really
I just wanted you to love me like you said you did..

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