It's quite obvious, don't you see?

picture Mother Nature, doomed to freeze
                periodically throughout the eternities.
Icicles form over each one of her
                 delicate joints,                                                        
n­umb her bones
                 to negative degrees,                                                         ­ 
she is not spared
                 by which she cannot control                                                     
lock­ed within this seasonal icebox,                                                          ­               
                not bearing a single key.
                                                            ­                                                                 ­       
Envision your
          fresh-lit cigarette                                                        ­            
whatever brand it may be
it gives your head
        a little lift,
exhale,
        *** appeal
and that filter
        kissing your lips
is a feeling unlike many.

So as you stand
         outside in the cold,                                                            ­    
smoke trailing from
         where you stand                                                            ­      
remember the wind
           only wishes to feel                                                           
a­s you do now,   

                                                        ­                                   
lit cigarette in hand.

I've long since
kept an
extra
set of friends
in the background.

Its always
good
to have a spare.

Easily replaceable,
daily interchange

Flap Flap goes the Flappy Bird

Was this the right choice?
Seeing warnings on twitter
Thinking they're all quitters
Thinking you're better
But in reality, you're just as equal as them.

But as the day passes...
Flap Flap goes the Flappy Bird

Seeing your friends play, you start multiplying
Not even touching a pipe and dying
You're on the floor, you're crying
Pressing start over and over again and trying
Knowing your high score is low and start lying
because you know you ****.

But as the day passes...
Flap Flap goes the Flappy Bird

Questions going through your mind
"Why did I die?"
"Did I really touch a pipe?"
"Why do iPhone users only have day while Android have both day and night?"
"Why is it slower on other phones?"
"How do you get past 20?"
"Why do I keep dying?"
"Why do Android users have other colors?"
But the question you should be asking is...
"Am I going mad?"

But as the day passes...
Flap Flap goes the Flappy Bird

Now, the resolution.
Stop the addiction.
Press that "x"
You know its for the greater good.
I know YOU feel the ANGER whenever you die.
You don't wanna risk throwing your phone for that.
Take my advice. DO IT.
Before it ruins your life.

But as the day passes...
You can't.
You can't.
You can't.

Its too late.
Flappy Bird is now part of life.
Even though the anger
The anger that feels like your chest being stabbed by a knife
Hurts you so much
Deep inside you get a little happy...
Knowing somewhere in the world someone trying the same game
Got less than you.
Less than 3, 2, or 1.
And because of this you want to beat more people who **** more than you.

And this should be an achievement
You, state your name, got YOUR own high score.
YOU did it
YOU made it to one pipe or even more.
And if you didn't
Well ***** for you

But as the day passes...
Flap Flap goes the Flappy Bird

sometime
the need to write
scribbling words on paper
is as strong as the need to write
but the thought scares me
and so
i push the urge deep down
and hold my breath
but then
i cannot hold it any longer
and i let it out
letting the writing become me
an when im done
tears flow
not because the writing is beautiful
but because it is captivating
to let loose those things that i kept hidden
and because
i finally allowed myself
to breathe

Shall it be
Honey Vanilla Chamomile?
Or some Tension Tamer?
Maybe some Country Peach Passion
Or some Honey Vanilla
Oh, dear!
Now I cannot decide
Which one to drink
Once I am finished
With my two cups of tea!
Well, then
How about some Victorian Earl Grey?
But if you're sleepy
And ready for bedtime
Be sure to drink your Sleepy Time!! (:

*~Marian~